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Saturday, October 6, 2018

A Male & Female Thing🚻

#Destruction is the fkd up notion that it’s about wasting time chasing the fallacy that women have to be better than men and vice versa,diminishing  the aspect of love,narrowing the lines of communication lessening the chances of connecting,building relationships and opening the doors to all of the twisted shit show that society’s becoming today🤨🤔👉🏾It’s not a male or female thing,it’s a male and female thing🚻🤔 P.L.U.R. 🗣#peace #love #unity #respect #openyoureyes 👀 #see #inspiration #mood #motivation #men #women #male #female #relationshipgoals #writing #memes #quotes #insta #listen👂🏾

Thursday, October 4, 2018

Ruffled Feathers 🤔

#thisisamerica 🤷🏾‍♂️🤔 come on now, it’s extremely hard to see reason when you’re blind to everything but your logic or anything that supports it 🤨🤔#idgaf about ruffling feathers on anyoccasion,I love opinions and people not afraid to express them,but the poor attempts at one up tactics,spite,ill will,these are just a couple of things that plague my race,& humanity as well,don’t fear the next mans success,if you’re the one so afraid that he or she will have something that you’d rather chop your own fkn hand off rather than see that happen you’re sad asf really,your mouth,mind and heart have to all work as one🤔 we are ALL selfish people by nature,but it’s the ability to incorporate balance that differentiate us. Seeking validation is what keeps the mass majority of us from being unique🤔nothing is above or beyond you,that includes the possibilities,the people that we choose to lead us,the chains that we choose to shackle our minds with. Each one teach one,I would never claim to be smarter than you,a conscious mind,a ignorant mind,I keep an open mind,so share something thoughtful,insightful,interesting, inspiring and I’m going to respect it,share it,like it no bias,I mean if it makes sense it makes sense 👀👂🏾🤲🏾💙👍🏾🗣 P.L.U.R. 👉🏾#Peace #Love #Unity #Respect  #inspiration #humanity #share #interesting #thoughts #success #writing #quotes #motivation #teach the real will always recognize real 💯 #nofilter 

Wednesday, October 3, 2018

Sweat, But Don’t Sweat It

This 💩 is definitely insane😓😁but no #grind no #results I guess,not as #focused as I should be because I still have my #guilty #pleasures😍but I’m slowly #working towards my #goal #realistically and with no #boosters and #shortcut either,but for everyone #struggling and #stressed over #losingweight I say just #chill and let time and moderation be your #guide,and to forget about all the #impossible #measurements pressed by all the claims posted on a regular. #Health goals should surround your own #life and personal needs,everything else is just guidelines,I have a few things that I do on a regular to help,trying out this new #bellyfat reducer mixture we’ll see how that works out which I’ll share in my #fasting,drink,#workout,#detox,  #results update post soon. #fitness is universal do you as long as you’re making an effort👍🏾💪🏾#sweat but don’t sweat it 

Relationship Goals🤔

Yeah So; me myself I adore them real,solid  and grown & sexy relationshipgoals,growing old together,taking spontaneous random trips together,cuddling by a fireplace watching your favorite movie,hustling your way to the top together💸 idk.. just my mind going🚻 Anyhew,I don’t mean that fallacy bs either but them 💯 from the heart 🔐 fully emotional adorable relationship goals. I’d love to hear yours so please share,because we all know that sharing is caring right 🤷🏾‍♂️😍 #relationshipgoals #love #together #sharingiscaring #adorable #heart #emotional #romantic #sexy #trip #getaway #comment

Monday, October 1, 2018

Race, Equality, Humanity, Sexuality,Segregation, Sexual Harassment

Hopelessly divided,everything is either strategically designed to segregate on some level or another,guilty or not,and this goes for everyone going through the unleveled system for alleged crimes,every single incident revolves around money,race,social status,perception and personal experiences and feelings,and where does God fit into all of that;rhetorical or course,but seems in every high profile incident that arrives everyone can seem to throw their hateful opinions and thoughts in the ring suddenly assuming they’re righteous enough to do so,I have no clue what happened in Bill Cosby’s personal life except what is portrayed in public media so.. but I will say that with every big craze that steps to the forefront such as past things like slavery,black lives matter,the holicost,transgender and gay equality,and now the sexual harassment movement, when they touch media they trend,no discredit to what’s real,but the smoke can definitely cloud that,the overall human race are vulnerable vultures so to speak,products of our environment,and we see what we want to see and react unjustly majority of the time as well as a very large percentage of us are opportunistic. I’ve been on both sides of the coin and I’ll go on to say everything isn’t cut and dry, I was targeted for sexual harassment and never did anything wrong,but all was needed to be said was that this lady felt uncomfortable with something that I said and I lost my job because of it,I’ve been in a situation as a kid where I experienced inappropriate sexual behavior,I have a mixed child,I’m a black man that has been through racism first hand and also unjust issues as well so...but none of this defines who I am nor how I treat others 

Monday, September 24, 2018

Just Do Wtfever You Want To Do

Man look here,black,brown,yellow,green, purple,red etc. #corporate hounds been controlling this shit and it ain’t about to #change no time soon,new day,new #issue,#revolution is revolution as long as it’s #controlled,now what is that? but a movement is a #movement even if it is just a shit😏 #controversial bs equals attention and revenue in the right #circumstances,yeah so; #burn shit,#protest shit,talk yourself to sleep 😴 then wake up,thankgod for giving you another day,lace up your #nike,or set them on 🔥 and onwards to the next #sociallyacceptable #redundant issue. To know It’s all about #peace #love #unity #respect & the money is extra be #extraordinary greed has no #consciousnesses. In case it’s not #apparent in this world its all about #perception 

Saturday, September 1, 2018

A Healthy Life And Weight Loss Goals

Too much salt in your diet?🤷🏾‍♂️🤷🏾‍♂️ not sure if you’re already aware of this,but just thought I’d share this information as I learn more from experience myself. I was just doing some research on better weight loss  or how to improve my weight loss struggle and ran into some things that I wasn’t aware of. The amount of salt that you incorporate into your daily diet not only has effect on your health,(#highbloodpressure),but also can disrupt your efforts to lose weight🤨🤦🏾‍♂️🤔 retaining water,bloating are just some results of a high #salt #diet,sadly it’s very easy to over do seeing as how that sneaky little aspect is easily overlooked most of the time when buying foods,eating at #restaurants and even efforts to #eathealthy as well. Know what you’re eating.. it’s good to check labels and #nutrition information when it comes to what’s going into your body. I was always under the impression that if I only ate so much,watched what I was eating for the most part that I was good,but nope😔,there’s more to it than that, I’m starting to understand why the #vegan lifestyle is attractive to so many people nowadays it really eliminates a lot of the nasty #toxins including too much #sodium that we consume unknowingly even when we think that we are #eating better than most.Remember that everything is a process,takes time,and an #openmind is an #aware mind,good #information is key to your #weightloss #success. Just something to think about or possibly help,#trialanderror 💪🏾🧠💪🏾🚶🏾‍♂️👌🏾👊🏾 #intermittentfasting, #fasting adjustments in #attitude as well as # habits,but #honestly the more that you know the more #successful you’ll be

Thursday, July 26, 2018

Believe What You Want, But Sh** Just Got Real😯😏

Yeah So, let me get this straight; #hope is hope, #faith is faith, #reality is the act of being #realistic, but no situation is ever really #predictable,no one is ever really predictable either,you can never fully be prepared for everything,every situation,so you should never get too #comfortable with that notion,nothing is ever really #complicated 🙄🤨 stop trying to #categorize people,put #labels on 💩like it’s jars of jelly or some💩 life keeps twists and turns🌪 so you should at least expect the #unexpected when you #pray to these humans like #gods then they let you down because they are not as #perfect as you perceived what’s your next move😡😧😔 cut it out already. We tend to get what we deserve for only seeing what we want to see👀 you know what they say about looks.. #lookscanbedeceiving , everyone has secrets 😲no they don’t..😒 you #psychic you 😏 anyhew,we believe what we wanna no matter how far fetched it may be🤔 #notperfect #perception

Tuesday, July 17, 2018

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Monday, July 16, 2018

Addicted To You/Love And Drugs

If there is a such thang as love,them I’m try to be hooked on you,oh what a feeling,I can’t express it,explain it,baby you’re so sexy,not in the traditional sense,no baby...it’s way more than that,I go to sleep,wake up,as matter of fact can’t sleep,thoughts up,because I’m in need,addicted to you,and you don’t really have to do nothing,deeply,deeper,drifting away,dreaming away,what is this,whatever it is I can’t seem to get enough,and I’m not ashamed to admit that if love were a drug then you’d be it. 💌💊💙💉 #love #drugs  #addme #addicted #addictedtoyou #poem 

Thursday, July 12, 2018

Dating Apps, Internet Dating

Damn!,Damn!,Damn!...In the days of swiping left,swiping right what do you expect; dating has always been somewhat complicated,but gets even harder when parties involved are reluctant to remain open to the possibilities,see past our desires or comfort zones to somewhat achieve desired results.You already know this,but I’ll reiterate that If you keep seeking out the same ole bs that’s what you’re going to get,and glutton for punishment you can’t get upset at the outcome. What’s this “I can’t seem to find a real man”👀😂,”Are there any guys out there actually looking for a #seriousrelationship on these apps”🤨etc. etc. blah blah blah,yet you find yourself steadily logging on🤔,but who else actually gets it🤷🏾‍♂️🤦🏾‍♂️ shits like putting a quarter in one of those little prize machines,you get wtf you get and hope something good comes out👌🏾#rediculous #internetdating #swipeleft #swiperight #dissconected 

Friday, June 29, 2018

SEO Service, Website Traffic,Search Engine Submission, Social Bookmarking

Sunday, June 24, 2018

Message In A Bottle

🤔Damn she knows that she cold as hell with it;you don’t have to do me like that;do it like ooh you know that’s that girl;we both habit missing on that ego tripping;but the love goes way back like long distance,you feel me,I feel you,this silly what we gonna do,you in yours, I’m in mine,do I ever cross your mind,cause you do;ha,and I hope this finds its way to you;ha,and I hope it doesn’t get lost in transition,or lost in translation,my message in this bottle🤔💙💌

Monday, June 11, 2018

A Mans World, A Woman’s Worth

Women quit selling yourself short then getting pissed that you get labels,perceptions,and negative treatment. I’m curious;is that the reason that the majority of women walk around all prematurely defensive,cocky,insecure,overbearingly confident🤷🏾‍♂️Okay sure,only god can judge you right;but the power that you possess to control that situation is undeniable,forgiveness and justification only becomes an option or need once there is a reason for that,avoiding that element eliminates that need

Sunday, June 10, 2018

Tip Of The Iceberg

The power is in people,in case you didn’t see or recognize that,subliminal messages,deferring tactics,media programming,I agree with Kanye West on one thing,because man slavery is a choice at this point in time,and just because we come from slum bs,ignorant generational traditions don’t necessarily mean that hat we have to adhere to that self destructive culture or behavior. The desire to be in demand,losing self respect to gain public approval or appeal,men acting like women,women acting like men,the undercover brotha syndrome,genocide for popularity🤔 how can I say that I embrace my race if I’m willing to senselessly kill one of my own nationality,humiliate anyone just to gain the respect of people who thrive on turmoil,thrive on controversy,I’m well aware that shit that makes people think will not be what’s up,but who gives a fk though;it’s easy to say what’s popular or people want to hear,its easy to use excuses to hurt people rather than to uplift them,it’s easier to take a short destructive trip rather than a long successful journey. Not all pictures will be painted pretty,some are abstract and take a little more time to see the bigger...

Wednesday, June 6, 2018

Name Drops

Okay so I just came up with this segment of my blog which I decided to call name drops;so every so often I’ll drop something pertaining to something media based about someone that I consider worth mentioning and you guys can share your thoughts on it.Now while I don’t really fancy promoting content whether good or bad I figure I’d give my readers a little something different to break up the monotony. That being said I want to talk about J Prince and his new book The Art & Science Of Respect; I’ve always been an admirer of J since he first publicly appeared on the scene as CEO of Rap A Lot Records and his first main stream group The Ghetto Boys back in 1986,he has an extensive resume from a multitude of other acts as well as a hand in boxing as well as community contributions also. J prince is well known as a big influence in the music industry and his get things done mentality or reputation isn’t just talk. For me the act of making something from nothing,the ability to remain humble in the process,the act of sharing,knowledge etc wins my respect hands down ,and when we talk about respect many people don’t get what it really means,and a large percentage of people just lack the ability to,that said,I haven’t had the chance to read the book yet,but how many of you think that you’ll purchase his book?and once you’ve read  it what’s your thoughts on it as well? 

Monday, May 28, 2018

💙Love ✌🏾 Peace 😌Positivity 🧘🏾‍♂️Good Vibes ❌⭕️Hugs And Kisses❌⭕️

I was just sitting here thinking,and thought I’d share some of my ways to preserve mental stability,sanity,thought span,a healthy mind,a healthy body,a healthy life.One way is to make sound choices,arguments are toxic in my book,fighting,knowing when to,from what to wear,eat,daily routines limit overthinking and mental stress as well limiting the extras,if you’re going out of your way to whatever chances are it’s probably not needed or excessive.Expand your eating range,smaller meals spaced out,now you don’t have to go healthy crazy,easing up on the fast food,the ease of fast food access literally can control your mind,we know it’s not good for us,but the thought of being able to grab and go overrides sensibility,there are better choices and options that won’t kill you on time and effort with just a little bit of preplanning,what we put in our bodies does affect how it functions. Going easy on the alcohol,a hard one for me,but goes without saying the health benefits.Protecting your mind,the things that you hear and choose to let inside of your head,take your focus will do exactly that,there’s no point in wasting brain energy on things that can’t be controlled,avoided or prevented right?Stretch,stretching maybe 10 minutes a day,this relaxes you,gets the blood flowing and also keeps the body more limber as well.Reading,I’m not saying go full on bookworm,but a chapter,a paragraph,something simple to keep the mind exercising on some level definitely makes a difference.Lemon water,although simple you’d be surprised of the benefits this little tweak possesses.Sex,yes sexual contact,stimulation is an important part as well,a release can work wonders on your overall mental mindset,lessening tension,exercise and I myself tend to be a lot more focused as a result.Communication, conversation,connecting with others positively is very healthy. Our everyday lives will always be filled with choices so common sense in choosing wisely.Maybe this will be helpful,I’ll end this one with saying see things for what they are,not what you wish they were or want you want them to be


Saturday, May 26, 2018

Written In Stone

every since I was a little boy I always knew that I was meant for some purpose;always going my own way,always doing things different,seeing things differently than the rest of my peers,family,friends or what have you. Growing up,I relocated a lot,& I mean a lot of back and forth,different experiences,schools,friends,neighborhoods, you don’t know until you know;adjusting;that’s what it was all about,fitting in,from the streets of Charleston MS,those cold streets of Chicago and a few places in between,shots out to Michigan, Tennessee,Atlanta,New York...from those grimy project hallways to those dusty dirt roads,slanging from the matchbox to stickup licks to come up,those who’ve lived it get it,there’s a method to my madness,my pain really exists and not through something that I’ve seen on tv,but through the reality that lays deep inside of me,so yeah I can speak,is it fair as a child to be prayed upon,not understanding,innocence stripped away,there is no replay man,we can’t hide from who we are,where we’ve been or what we’ve been through,but if I never said a word would you know,matter of fact do you care; my world has forced me to feel like I really don’t give a shit either way,if I have something to say I’m going to get it off,we cry and turn to destructive ways to hide the hurt and sit comfortably behind justifications,but at the end of the day we can’t hide from ourselves. Shit hurts;my heart has been stitched up many times,and I value pain because it’s real. I’ve lost parts of me literally that I can never get back,missed opportunities,yes I’ve met and sat next to stars,big time influential people,but what does that mean?I have met some beautiful people,people who’ve taught me things,helped me along the way,and who will always be apart of me,if only you could have been there;through the hard times,the confusion,seeing things through my eyes,from the shows,the parties,the late night studio sessions,the gun play,the jail time,the shopping sprees,the time that I first held my daughter in my arms,the hood fights,the times when I needed you the most,it was never fun watching mom struggle once pops left,it was never fun falling into the same bs that seems to plague the young ethnic population,it wasn’t fun seeing those blood stains on the concrete, so excuse me if my mentality is that most people are constantly on bs,fk status quo,and you can fight with yourself,my character is consistently unorthodox and that tombstone shit,my life’s work is to at some point have life’s worth


Wednesday, May 16, 2018

It Is What It Is

Why should I inhibit myself because of your perception of me or the way that life should be. Fk your thoughts when they involve hindering or distorting my journeys path,my life success,me being myself. Fk your feelings when they don’t involve me, I mean if they don’t include sensitivity towards mine as well,acknowledgement that regardless of however you’re feeling that doesn’t cloud sound judgement as far as I’m concerned;it’s okay to be selfish,especially when the world is so damn self absorbed, I guess I can appreciate the selflessness in you, but it’s only when it’s on the board?🤔 personally I think personality flaws are universal so..I say this nonjudgmental,none bias,so open minded right now, so self aware,free from dictatorship,hastily firing blind shots in the wrong direction,seeking misguided guidance could never be me;accountability.. bridges are not always burned,some just get old and can’t be crossed unless repaired if at all possible.

Tuesday, May 15, 2018

This Is America

Anyone who follows my mind knows that I could give a sh** less about a bunch of this bs considered in demand or popular,I’m not a big fan of representing or uplifting baseless social media hype either,but #DonaldGlover has gotten my attention on some of his work,that #ThisIsAmerica joint is deep,a lot of people won’t get it because as I’ve said before a lot of people lack the capacity or capability. We are quick to jump on status quo;turn a light on and you begin to see a lot of things that the dark hides,but even then is it understanding or just trending;in a matter of time it’s always been on to the next popular thing 

Monday, May 14, 2018

Sex Your Mind

Some deep conversation,communication,it’s all about honesty,it’s all about having a good time,enjoyment of whatever you doing,I don’t fancy bs this way,hang ups or demands,nothing but cool and positive vibes,attitudes and possibilities here. Sexuality and fun; no pressure,no one knows nor can control the future so why should I stress over it?quality over quantity right?mentally stimulating, physically stimulating,making shit count,connecting while making connections and the universe will take care of the rest💙❌⭕️🚻✌🏾🙏🏾namaste;)

Sunday, May 13, 2018

This Mothers Day

I’m going to start this post by saying  I have the upmost respect and admiration for all the dedicated mothers taking care of their business. I mean through the fire,to the limits and to the wall . It takes more than spreading your legs and getting pregnant to be a real mother,and the real mothers know that. Lashonda you have my heart for life for giving me two beautiful kids that I wouldn’t trade the world for,the complicated role that you’ve played in my life as the mother of my children and for the hard work that you’ve put in into raising them as well.Yeah so;while I’d love to take my mommy out to breakfast today that’s not what she wanted so I decided to do the next best thing and prepare her something special for breakfast,then she wants lobsters tails,crab legs,shrimp,baked spaghetti and fried catfish for dinner so.. and maybe we’ll catch a movie . I’m sure she knows that she’s extra special to me but it doesn’t hurt to put it out there,while we’ve had our problems nothing can ever take the place of this special lady and my life would never be the same without her. So to my mommy Sarah,her mother and my grandma Mary,my bestie for life,my sister Dorlisa even though you’re not here anymore Happy Mother’s Day

Wednesday, May 2, 2018

Dreaming Away-Drifting Away

Dreaming away,drifting away,but I’m awake,I’d like to be,want to be more attentive to some of the more asinine shit,but you know;yea though I walk through the valley of the shadows of death I can’t fear the evil;the dwellers,the hill makers,can’t let the negativity contain me,take ahold of my soul hinder me from enlightenment my journey is just that so negative bs fall back

Sunday, April 29, 2018

The Nighttime

There’s just something about the night,i can’t explain it,but I am a night person,when most people are sleeping I’m usually wide awake,thinking; never anything specific,just getting lost in the serenity of it all. Though I have acquaintances who share the same experience I have yet to find someone actually on my frequency so to speak,such vibe killers;to me being able to hear myself think,the point where my mind and body are both in sync,awe theres nothing like it,clarity,reboot. Those I need to get out,take a late night stroll,cruise moments,late night rendezvous,those make it last all night experiences, and late night sex is the best,one of my favorite things about overnight experiences is getting the opportunity to watch the sunrise, shits awesome.

Thursday, April 26, 2018

STFU 2

Everyone want to brag on how they’ve so called made it,flash cash,put down people in the position that they were once in like they were always on top,always had money,somewhere someone had to support your ass to get to whatever status you may have sucker..never forget where you came from because you can always end up back there fool.. I really don’t give a fk how much money you have,who believe that bs you pushing to these drone ass clones oblivious to reality blindly following that weak shit you call being real.🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾

Wednesday, April 25, 2018

Fetishized Sadness

I love this saying;yeah so;everyone has issues,problems,good days,bad days,turmoils,troubles,moments of desperation,painful experiences,some worse off than others,but that’s argumentative. Everyone thinks that what they’re going through is the worst thing to ever happen to anyone,and I know,the woe is me know it alls will say;hey man,blah blah blah,that’s not true etc etc,you know denial. I can’t say I’m prone to doing this,but getting better at listening to my advice of,STOP!;take a hard look around,notice that there’s always someone who is or has gone through worse;see the beautiful,embrace the now not the dream. Even though you have this idea of how things should be,chances are they’ll never be exactly what you want or expected. Dreams are good when they’re good dreams, but when we dream at some point we wake up,and most of the time I can’t really remember what I’ve dreamt about.

I Can’t Tell

I Can’t Tell;you’ll never know unless you try,you’ve never actually lived if you’re afraid to die,to truly know me is to love me,but to hate me is to not understand me,my biggest fear is not accomplishing enough while I’m here,my biggest flaw is not doing all that I can to make that happen. Yeah so;does any of this really matter in the grand scheme of things,I mean on my path,my journey,my final destination;I know,but I’m not sorry,but I gotta keep thinking ambition, honesty, and positive attitude while remaining humble,I’m no psychic,there’s already a destiny,but I can’t tell

Sunday, April 22, 2018

Reoccurring Life Events

🙏🏾Reoccurring instances in life;moments which we relive periodically for whatever reason.Playing videos on YouTube and ran across this song;this song;I remember listening to this song just before finding out that my sis,my best friend had passed away not long after finding out that she had cancer,at one point we were sitting and talking before she actually found out that it was actually cancer she asked me for a hug and I laughed it off and told her that she was going to be okay,if I had any notion that things were going to end so abruptly I would have hugged her tight and never let go,I never prayed like I prayed that she would recover,still brings me to tears,but this is no pity party post though,we’ve all lost loved ones,have a story to tell,some tragic,painful,this is but a percentage or chapter of my book,but this is about remembrance of our loved ones that suffered untimely deaths;feel free to leave a comment about someone who you may want to pay tribute to

Wednesday, April 18, 2018

Health Awareness; Healthy Living, A Healthier Life, Checking In With Yourself

I don’t an won’t claim to be a health nut,guru or whatever people call themselves,but checking in with yourself periodically can never be a bad thing. By simply implementing some simple adds,techniques,routines into your life they can have significant impact on your overall health,like I said before this is no blueprint to becoming a super model,but is effective.Always remember that a breather is always good;take a minute to just stop,breath in,breathe out,a 10 minute stretch can go a long way..detoxification of the body as well as mind,l love to pop in the headphones 🎧 and listen to some classical music once in a while,also I do pineal gland sounds which is awesome as a reset🧠🧘🏾‍♂️,warm tea🍵,lemon water, some healthy food here and there 🥘,a bowl of homemade soup 🍲,a protein shake from time to time,and a little exercise 🏋️‍♀️ to get the heart pumping👍🏾👌🏾👊🏾 🤘🏾

Monday, April 16, 2018

Oops, Did I Do That..

As easygoing as I can be,looking to the positive some stuff just can’t get past me. You know,I don’t really hate anyone,but I loathe the times when I’m forced to speak firmly because of some ignorant ass cave person and their personal issues of inadequate communication skills or personality disorders,nothing against caucasian people,or any other race,of you’re stupid then hey..nothing against handicapped people,but I have parked in their parking spot no lie,nothing against gay people,but don’t force that movement on me,I’m not gay nor am I bi etc etc,nothing against muslins,Arabic nation either just quite blowing up shit and promoting violence to combat violence thinking you’re proving a point;did I miss anything..

Emotional Support

We do in fact live in a dysfunctional,detached,self serving world; props to all the outlets which counter the negative,that said,here I want to say and I can’t stress this enough that we all need emotional support sometimes and here you have a place to get whatever off of your chest. I appreciate all of the personal experiences,opinions shared in my inbox and look forward to more readers sharing their thoughts and points of view. Now at around a quarter of a million views for stepping out of the line and looking forward to many more. I’m looking to hopefully see much more sharing my posts,more followers so hit that follow button and participate in comments as well. There’s an area available where personal comments can be sent directly to my email if you want to contact me directly or share something that you’d like to see posted etc. Thanks for your participation 

Saturday, April 14, 2018

It Is What It Is..

Sometimes real shit be hard to swallow, but all I’m saying is your real people is your real people,I’m into the least amount of complication,if I deal with you then I deal with you,the type to keep up bs,you be on the garbage , playing those games , wrapped up in yo shit thinking that everybody else out here don’t have issues or they own shit going on,sometimes time is all you have to offer,and even that’s limited,must be hard living in a world of only one,solid is solid and they come to the show when it’s selling out,but when you just coming with yourself you’ll see where everything stands then🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

Thats Just Too Much Man...

Personas are exhausting,fighting never ending battles are exhausting,trying to over talk a talker is exhausting,I’m just thinking of running a race that never ends.. if I let someone feel like they’ve “won” will I have peace of mind;on another page,shit man I’m tired of these females out here thinking that they got the ability,the right to have these above all snotty ass diva mentalities just because some thirsty ass lame dude keeps filling their heads with fake words of admiration to get in;head all above the clouds and shit,I mean I got enough issues of my own to worry about,my own ego complications that I need to fix myself and don’t have the time to be babysitting nobody else’s kids or they feelings, setbacks,hangups or flaws;I mean it’s overwhelming,and quite frankly I just don’t have the emotional capacity nor the patience to take on that kind of responsibility;that’s just too much man...

Wednesday, April 11, 2018

Who The Fk Are You?!?!?!

The ability hide behind plastic,microchips,air waves has your ego floating in outer space somewhere; fallacy galaxy;to create,fabricate,falsify information,say all the shit that you could,would never say face to face;if that’s your real face by the way,or just your catfish costume,but this isn’t Halloween, and your tricks are your character,merely child’s play;here you can be all the shit that you never could seem to be in the real world,eye to eye,why;when it’s clearly so much easier to build this image,this illusion from a far,shit man;common as shoes are to feet,hmm,if only I had to listen to myself speak the regurgitated nonsense which I’ve clearly been brainwashed into believing is original;traveling in packs so long,can’t distinguish myself from the crowd anymore,but really;who are you?,take away the mask,the gadgets,armed with common sense,physical communication,reality,honesty,who the fk are you?!?!?!

The Fall Back

The Fall Back: You my fall back,my plan b,my something to do when I’m bored,lonely,in need of somebody to talk to or have nothing to do, I call on you;you’ll see my passion for realism knows no bounds,but honestly,you probably do the same thing to me so fall back

Saturday, April 7, 2018

Yeah So; you really think that you’re shit don’t stink???

It be messed up how sometime some people out there try to make you feel like shit right?,Yeah So; I want to talk about shit for a minute ; ,you see man I cannot get attached to shit,because shit stinks at times;creeps up on you and have you feeling all kinds of crap;shit comes and goes as it pleases with zero regards for you;good news though,shit is disposable,and shit does decompose,bad is you’ll come in contact with a lot of shit in your lifetime,but just like most farts before shit comes,I keep it strong then I’m in the wind💨 🤔😏

Friday, April 6, 2018

Illuminati, Illuminotme;Propaganda, Protocols , People, Power

I’m going to start this post off by quoting something from 2pac and that’s “only the real people know this some of the realist stuff that I ever wrote” so there really is never any protocol for most of the stuff that I write,just to make you think I guess;many of us are constantly looking,seeking a source for enlightenment,knowledge,answers to what we think we cannot understand,reasons for everything. We look to leaders for guidance,dwell on the insufficient,and chase the superficial. I’m here to say today that most of this if not all is bullshit!;there are infinite options on everything from A to Z so tell me how the hell can you place merit on any specific one; everyone and everything has a process or protocol once again that’s from A to Z,control is a very strong and powerful word,currency,policy,law,you really think that you need someone or something to decide who you are,what you are,how you should live and so on?the mind controls everything about you;your will,your way. Leaders;president who? man don’t get me wrong respect is a given to me so I will not disrespect another persons being,until I’m disrespected and even then there’s a protocol for that,but acknowledgement is earned,I don’t care who you are;and pardon me but fk your heritage or lineage when it concerns the fate and well being of a mass majority of people,a black president means nothing personally if my life doesn’t change,everything is social man;this is all entertainment on some level,there has been and continue to be a system,protocol if you will for everything,nothing happens for no reason,the *leverage* sees to that. Racism is one of the stupidest things I’ve ever had the displeasure of seeing,one human being fighting against another because of their differences in appearance,that’s some of the most pathetic crap ever. Gay this,gay that,men becoming women,women becoming men,ok so when did we get to the point where we became Gods?the word ego;back to the word control;instead of value we seek devalue,destruction of life,humanity,why is that not so important,destroying the structure of our being,choices being made by people who could give a shit less about anything other than personal interest and agendas and no regard to life if you don’t fit protocol.Oh,and this Illuminati bs; please shut the fk up already! Why try to blow up something so insufficient;if someone is that stupid to put themselves into such a ridiculous situation then that’s on that dumb ass.Distracted by this cesspool of false empowerment,seeking self worth in making fools of ourselves. To be a hypocrite means to clearly say one thing then to do the total opposite. I’m the same person everyday,sometimes harsh,sometimes rude,sometimes indecisive,sometimes cynical, sometimes sarcastic,but consistent,you know who I am,but that’s the point,be who you are,we don’t need another hero,just more people willing to change the status quo

Tuesday, April 3, 2018

Sad Songs;A Underdogs View 😢😏🎻

The underdog;a word that I’m very familiar with. The ones who despite their efforts seem to fall short,you know,get looked over for that promotion,someone stealing your thunder,thoughts or ideas,missing that big break,negative forces trying to hold you back etc. Now a lot of you won’t associate yourself with that word because of your egos or feelings of inadequacy,but me I really don’t care; but seriously no one wants to claim that title, but despite that we all had to start somewhere,well not all of us,there are exceptions to that. You don’t understand me;you don’t respect what I have to say;well it’s probably because you can’t relate to reality,realistically challenged,I don’t need to fit in,or validation to speak my mind,but I’ll admit it does feel good when my words hit marks,but seriously though that’s why I stepped out of that line,I speak for the ones who get tired of the pretentious pretenders,they get it. Honestly it gets tiresome sometimes,but I’d rather push on with the notion that my day is coming than just give up,following and existing. Of course most won’t push these words because they are not status quo,but surprisingly to most that won’t these words probably have the most significance towards.We can’t all have it all,but we can damn sure break the cycle of trying to break each other down and put forth effort and try. If I don’t do anything,I’d love to be remembered for something,you get my dilemma 🤨🤔

Monday, April 2, 2018

The Search, The Casual Encounters, & Meeting Someone

Please,don’t make this weird;we’re both here looking,searching for that something;that something which completes us,intrigues is,holds our attention,meets our expectations realistic or not,casual conversation,connections which eventually leads to physical encounters,experiences,moments which may or may not lead to something substantial,rolling those dice,being honest and forthcoming in your endeavors of the heart,we ALL need affection,someone to communicate with,though our opinions and preferences may differ there’s always tact,the act of being respectful. So many people,options,characteristics;keep to those values,but also keep an open mind,staying open the possibilities,the clocks always ticking,but your quality of life depends on how you choose to live,because no matter how,who or what you encounter,your happiness solely depends upon your choices🚻XOXO

Friday, March 30, 2018

420

Yeah so a lot of hits from this post probably going to come from the smokers like whoo hoo a post about burning,but this ones about my 420 angel;she’s been appearing to me in full force lately and I couldn’t figure out what was going on;I would see 420 somewhere at least once a day and had no clue why,till I did a little searching and from the info that I found came up with it’s my 420 angels letting me know that I’m covered,being watched over,and can call on them in my time of despair,so keep the faith,stay strong,my determination isn’t in vain;so there you have it,something spiritual can you dig it

To My Audience..

I know sometime she gets redundant you know, maybe like a broken record, but I had to say this, say that anytime you hear me talking, the tone of my words, the things I’m talking about are not always about me!,because some of you read this stuff, and get on your philosophical kicks about it,come trying to dissect this shit I’m talking,im me on some off base stuff,getting sympathetic or feeling some type of way when there’s no need,don’t;it’s pointless,at least if it’s out of context anyways;yeah sometimes certain matters will take a little common sense,you know,reading between the line,just hit me up and ask if you’re curious;I talk about communication nothings gonna change about that.🤲🏾each 1 teach 1🤲🏾

Woke Up Like This

Ever had that day where your heads so far up your own ass that you have no clue what’s up or down;everyone can just kiss your ass;where just a little bit of attention would do,that thing just isn’t coming together like you’d like,that you’re missing something,sometime in your twisted life,someone present or in past terms,maybe you should’ve tried harder,or shouldn’t have,maybe if I act an ass I’d get heard,seen,acknowledged,had a shit load of cash to blow then they’d notice me,yeah;they’d see me then,if I made all the right moves,kissed all the right asses,played it by “the book”,yeah;but for how long;until interest is lost,until I don’t satisfy your curiosity,your desire,your needs,until your attention is drawn into a different direction;shit,I really don’t care today,but you wouldn’t know anyways.

Tuesday, March 27, 2018

Respect; Giving It To Get It

  • Ok so I want to touch on the word respect;so many times I’ve heard the words you have to give it to get it. Too many instances I’ve seen regarding this matter,flipping off at the mouth,bruised egos,not enough mental capacity to understand the dynamics of a situation. Now some things should be self explanatory,but again if common sense is lacking well.. I’ve always made it a bet to give respect until I’m disrespected,and even then I’ll handle those situations with tact,there’s a sensible way of doing everything,it’s whether you choose to or not. My elders automatically get respect even the shitty ones just a different aspect of,my parents also,I honor that shit. Today we tend to get weakness mixed up in the definition of respect,consider me weak if you want to,just don’t get it wrong if you catch my drift. There are plenty of people that have dug their way from the trenches,put in work,fought so that my path was clearer,and made great achievements which spark my and many others motivation so it doesn’t take a genius to get that that deserves some level of respect regardless. Get it? I hope so,respect✌🏾

The Secrets That You Keep

I’ve heard of fake it till you make it but damn;don’t put me in a shitty position to have to get critical,put your inconsiderate ass on blast or cut you up so to speak;this my happy zone,space,and you trying to introduce your deceptive bs into that and I don’t know how I feel about all that;I mean to each his own but over here that’s too much man✋🏾✋🏾✋🏾  (For all that may not understand this post. Deception;a dating/social media dynamic issue which seems to be a BIG problem nowadays)     

Mr Clout Chaser

All of this clout chasing,trolling,sneak dissing,leg grabbing,neck biting,thirsty,desperate,genocide,racist,gorilla,low self esteem,mentally challenged antics need to ✋🏾✋🏾✋🏾 don’t be idiots;didn’t your parents teach you better???

Sunday, March 25, 2018

Its Not Cool Anymore;To Trend Or Not To Trend..

When do you loose all your cool points???at what age should you hang up chasing trends,your verbal approach,etc.. Many people feel that after you hit a certain age that style no longer exists,you’re no longer cool,but my opinion is do what works for you,there’s a way to do everything,style never gets old,clothes nor accessories never make the man,it should be vice versa. Some stuff is just ridiculous and self evident or explanatory though,when you know better then you should do better,but that said don’t loose sight of who you are from fear of being yourself. Looking back on some of the stuff that I thought was cool I can’t do anything but “smdh”😏

Younger Older, Older Younger; The Age Gap

In the world that we live in there will always be critical people;my point of view is that I don’t sway either way on this,if it works then it does..as long as it’s not gross or disgusting.So back to my topic;Younger Older?,Older Younger?,I know that we live in a world filled with the judgmental,status quo mentality,but I’m curious,what’s your view🤷🏾‍♂️,would you🤷🏾‍♂️,wouldn’t you🤷🏾‍♂️,have you🤷🏾‍♂️,why?,the pros and cons of it all?

Music,Melodies,Media,Mindfulness,Murder,Madness, Money

This shit is gorilla!..I mean what the hell is going on?!?! Seriously,we’ve all done stupid shit in our lives,said stupid stuff as well,but come on man there has to be a cut off point somewhere;Who said just because something fly’s that it’s justified🤷🏾‍♂️embracing bullshit doesn’t create value,but it does say something about the ones that choose to participate or engage in the Neanderthal antics,rhetoric; It’s crazy out here now,or maybe it’s just that I’m seeing things differently than I use to,I don’t know;I use to look around and laugh at all the things that I use to see,but can’t anymore,this shit isn’t funny in any way,it’s sad to see how things are,how people act towards each other,what are we fighting to achieve?self worth?,dignity?,respect?,the notion of being popular,likability,famous,socially acceptable,because let me say this;if it involves hurting the ones you care about,disgracing yourself or others,senseless violence,what’s the motive?,what’s your gain?,times are forever changing and so will the things around you. It’s easy to pointlessly kill or hurt someone,take the easy way by giving in to status quo,but it’s difficult to find a positive way,way to succeed,way to express yourself,your views,way to get it*. We are not animals man!,but truly victims of our own selfish self inflicted egotistical destructive ass behavior. It’s not enough to latch on like a crab in a barrel,tear down others in order to build yourself up,disregard consciousness in our efforts to maintain,”make it”becoming financially stable shouldn’t be a death sentence,and neither does it have to be,our character defines us;our upbringing molds us;our mindset can either make us or break us,but our actions speak for themselves. Money truly does make the world go round,maybe not the root of all evil,but it does play it’s part very well.


Wednesday, March 21, 2018

I mean come on... Driving Woes

  • Slow the hell down people!!! Riding cars asses,excessive use of your horns,the forcing yourself into traffic via the ending lane routine..take your anxiety medication!!!turn on some easy listening radio,do some deep breathing for Pete sake. Saving a very small amount of time really isn’t not worth the risk,tickets,accidents,besides show a little consideration for others on the roads,what are you saving,a few minutes at the most, come on just leave a few minutes earlier. Wrecklessly Weaving through traffic,excessively speeding only to get stopped at the next red light;geese!..really...

Tuesday, March 20, 2018

See me.. Please pay attention

When I decide to write something see it for what it is;no need for pity,feelings of sorrow,although some of my thoughts can seem very bleak or cynical,but that’s realism,it’s ok to see things for what they truly are; there’s a balance there also,even though I share the darker side of life,there’s also a beautiful side,beautiful things,beautiful people which I have had the pleasure or experiencing and there is a reason for all things so why waste time on what if’s and maybes;although I will reiterate this from time to time;if you’re looking to label me,figure me out,not everything that I write about is related to me,is about me,or referring to me,even though this is me;paying attention..🤔😏

Thursday, March 15, 2018

Expectations And Disappointments

  • One rule comes to mind when I decided to share this post,expecting leads to disappointment;overlooking guaranteed things for possibilities and maybes. We will always be selfish no matter what,seeing what the mind wants us to,and acting on those views as well. I’m no stranger to living this way,but lately try to keep an open mind to just about everything trying not to miss out on as much as possible.No hang ups,I’m not fixated on too much of anything anymore,whatever happens happens there’s no rules or stipulations to this because seeing the good things involves trust,honesty,opening up and actually stepping outside of ones comfort zone.

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

Moral Actions

Way too many bosses,way too many posers,way too many bullies,way too many sleazes,way too much counterfeiting,way too much under play,way too many pretenders,way too much pretentious bs,get that hate out of your mind and heart,fear of being hurt or duped blocking your ability to show affection or compassion,avoiding vulnerability,egos embracing false senses of security,personality illusionist, communication is also listening as well as sharing your thoughts,feelings and point of view. I just wish there wasn’t so much shit standing in the way of...

Tuesday, March 13, 2018

Solid Sentiment

Still trying to figure out what is it of this world that I really value,you know worldly shit;worthy of me putting on a pedestal I’ve found nothing so far,and the only thing that I’ll probably ever really regret is not being a better father

I See You

Something like misfitted,jagged,rough edged,wild souled,transparent yet complex,abstract like a work of art,I possess the ability to hear your deepest emotions,see the things that make you beautiful, but also your inner beauty as well,I just want you to know that,I see you

Saturday, March 10, 2018

Missing Your Mark

We could never all be the same,equal,physically,mentally nor characteristically so I look for success in my shortcomings;have you ever asked yourself the question;what’s wrong with me???when did this stop being enough,I’m talking no fillers,no gimmicks,sometimes it’s all you’ve got so becoming familiar with who you really are can be helpful,but in a world full of eyes seeking beyond what they can see does this have significance? I’ll part with this place has an abundance of opportunity,but what you consider opportunity plays an important role in how and if you seize them and the quality of life you will have as well. What a shame to miss out on *it* by not recognizing or overlooking what *it* is

Thursday, March 8, 2018

No Disrespect Intended

I’m just curious,thinking out loud; if you give off a certain perception,mentality,attitude,persona,portrayal of ,characteristics of,negative imagery..what do we expect to get in terms to how people will perceive us,act towards us,treat us,it can’t be positively. So it’s kind of outlandish to expect anyone to react in any other way given the circumstance,but we just love to shit and wipe our asses with someone else’s hand don’t we;so many examples came to mind;anyway,probably shouldn’t put things out there that you’re not willing to except the consequences for,but being of selfish nature guess we just can’t help it huh

Tuesday, March 6, 2018

Erotic, Eclectic, Thoughts Of Desire

Love at first sight huh;Seeking impressive;feeling a bit impersonal all around me;why is impersonating so common;how impractical was that;come on,is it really that important;I do believe first impressions are sometimes overrated,but chemistry,now that’s a different story all together. Some of the most extraordinary things are often overlooked,experiences missed seeking practical,I don’t want practical,yes unpredictable,yes unorthodox,yes passionate,yes sensual sapieosexual,yes uninhibited,I desire perfectly imperfect for me

Sunday, March 4, 2018

I Want You To Want Me

Really,no not really, I’m just playing,saying,doing all the things that represent,present and send all the right signs or signals for you to go into full stalker mode,no;just gaze all over my pic,but I’m classy not trashy though,even though status quo is sexy sells,gets your attention,not to mention every other person is trying,no I mean dying to reach the same thing,but you’re different some how right,your methods show sophistication;you’re above that ghetto shit;well at least selectively until it fits,or suits your needs anyway,so; let’s get realistic,because realistically you’re not

Friday, March 2, 2018

Who Are You???

People tend to surprise me at times,even though I’m a realist so seeing things for what they are is kinda my way.You know I don’t know if I’ve heard this somewhere before or what,but you have to live your life like you’re the star of your own movie;how do you see yourself? what your expectations of you are;because you see people will let you down,people and things do change,yes they do change.. ultimately no one is going to be a bigger contribution or fan to your success,your well being than you. A world of one is a lonely place,so this is not a suggestion to shut anyone out,just an understanding that never get caught up in your feelings because of your thoughts of,feelings of,or your expectations nor ill perceived opinions,perceptions,point of view of others. Every person has to find their own way. I’ve always believed that our roads have already been paved,but how we choose to walk them is up to us

Friday, February 23, 2018

My Faith, Unfaithful Why???

Why am I even writing this post;why do we tend to love the ones that don’t love us back? Why do we do and say hurtful things knowing the effect that they have? Why is it so damn hard to be honest,first with ourselves and next in general? Why must we cheat?cheat ourselves,others..Why is it so damn hard to admit shit? Why can’t I just do those things that I am fully aware needs to be done? Why do feelings always have to get in the way of my sound judgement? Why the fk do idiots have to screw things up for the genuinely good people? Why must I subscribe to any labels when I just want to be myself? Why is it so damn hard to love myself? Why do we put off things that we know have to be addressed knowing that ignoring the issue will only make matters worse?why do I feel the need to just because you do? Why is there so much pain and suffering? Why is that all the wrong things are so important? Why is it that majority of positive voices go unheard? Have you ever felt socially inadequate? Is there more money pumped into food advertising,political and government exploit, liquor,drugs,fashion? Why can’t I just accept things status quo? A well maintained me is a happy me,a positive me,a productive me,which then passes on to others in,around and beyond.

Tuesday, February 20, 2018

Zoning Out

You know you’re really in your zone when you,forget to tie your shoes,you put your shirt on inside out,mismatch socks or shoes,lock your keys in the house or car,get entirely too far then remember that important thing that you forgot to bring with... call it,I’d love to hear back on this👂🏾

We Fall..

Ever get the feeling that no matter how hard you try shit just doesn’t work out for you??? Damn,Damn,Damn......Down,but get back up!

For My Readers

I love serenity,and solitude doesn’t have to be a bad thing because it gives me time to think,perspective, the ability to see that the world is bigger than me,or me and you,staying true to my character now that’s a different story,but acceptance,now that’s to think about...

Tuesday, February 13, 2018

Reminiscing And Recognition A Valentines Day Inspired Post

Up late night as I’m such an night owl,mostly laying back staring at the ceiling thinking,sometime reading or watching old movies. Yeah so,in my latest late night thoughts I’m thinking damn some shit is very weird,strange even; if I’d have to categorize myself it’d have to be non traditional,I’m not for subscribing to labels nor sticking to status quo but I’m getting off track so,anyhew something on my mind that I thought I’d share to whom ever will listen; I have a deep new found and profound luv for people,good people,but I love you mom we haven’t always been on the same page but I’m a mommas boy what can I say,to shonda thank you for all the hard work that you put into raising our children star who is not only intelligent but also inspirational as well and twan jr who will hopefully start to hear and find his way,and for being a good friend and confidant through out it all,hey pops,we’ve had our differences and difficulties along the way but now in a better place and I’m loving this. My grandma mary we’ve had our differences but there is much love admiration and respect there. Miss Hermine,Francis that’s what I knew,you have a permanent place in my heart as well as my bestie lem our friendship will stand the test of time my man. To my sister Lisa love you rest your soul,always in my thoughts my ace for life,Maine,James my nephews but more like brothers to me,my uncle John for being there,guidance,showing me the way when I needed that. Sir Charles or uncle Rudy don’t ever change we may not always agree but we’ve always connected. The love of my life which is my hearts desire..my little one nae,baby girl all I can say is that you’re tattooed on my soul,a piece of my heart belongs to you and in a different world all would be perfect,but unfortunately this one is all we’ve got. You know,unconditional is a special word,special is as special does,I have infinite respect for you ,admiration for you,but you already knew that right..because you put in the effort to deserve that kind of respect with no intro needed because you know who you are even if I don’t or choose not to;but right now I’m just doing a little Reminiscing And Recognition🙏

Sunday, February 11, 2018

The Forbidden Hole Yes Or No

Okay so I’m going to switch it up a bit in this post and briefly touch on Anal Sex the Ins and outs;much like oral sex this seems to be a conflicting topic or issue for many,especially the married couple,not so much a younger generation issue though. Okay,anal sex; while I find it quite interesting,pleasurable,intense,etc. etc.,quite a few have very different experiences and opinions on the subject.Some like it,some find it disgusting,some tolerate it,and some are obsessed with it.Both women and men please share your feelings,views,experiences so that me and other readers as well may be enlightened,I’d love to know what you think on this subject. 

Saturday, February 10, 2018

An Undefined Love

Soft spoken words,the kind of conversations that can go on forever..a bond,a bond that can never be broken,and I know that I should never say never,but that’s just the way that these types of feelings make me feel,never easily broken,like a wild stallion,and past experiences,my trials and tribulations can attest to that,but never dwelling on nor letting any issues,situations take control of me,mold me in its image so to speak, and my affection runs deep,deep enough to understand,pay attention to detail,like the way that you walk,the way that you talk,the simple things and ways that you show affection,compassion,empathy,yes even when you’re silent your mere presence speaks louder than words,I see you,all that you are,all that you are not,your ability to be humble,vulnerable,open;your passion self,your inspirational being,which I say emphatically that I adore being in. What is love,which I ask myself constantly,but four little letters brought together to express something so powerful, but used so loosely,manipulatively,so why would I want to cheapen this,these feelings which explore my very core,tattoo my soul,fuel me to be the best me that I can possibly be. Refined,never confined,always an open mind and yet never feel the need to be defined because you need no description,and I luv that,an undefined love.
 

Friday, February 9, 2018

The Day Is Like You

I write this because I am sad,sad that you have to go,that things have to change,the way my eyes start to see,the way my heart starts to feel,the way my hands touch,my perspective,my perception,my ability to remain non bias through my emotional insecurities,have we become irrelevant? or is it just that I have,have it all become nonexistent, or is it the fact that you must go away in order to become a new,it seems such a shame to let you,no to see you go with so much promise of more to come,but maybe that’s just it,that within your departure lies the promise of more to come. Surely insignificant quarrels,pettiness,deceitfulness,evilness couldn’t have been your motivation behind your abrupt behavior;no,because you always come back;more beautiful,forgiving,motivational,inspirational,hopeful and promising than the day before,and if I’m blessed to,I look forward to seeing you tomorrow. 

Wednesday, February 7, 2018

My Biggest Fear..

my biggest fear is that I’ll die without meaning,Never get to say all the things that I should have said,Never be fully understood,feel that indescribable feeling,give enough of myself to where it counts within,that there is nothing more to my life than this.. I don’t want to shit on the good things that I have been blessed to see and experience and all the wonderful people that I have come in contact with and lost along the way when I say this either.I’m sure that there are a lot of people that feel this way,whether they admit it or not. This is a round circle post, I’d love to hear from others so please feel free to share your opinions and thoughts. Also don’t forget to hit that follow link as well 

Thursday, February 1, 2018

Uber, Uber Eats Plug

If you’re in need of some extra cash check out Uber;I drive and think it’s pretty cool,also you can if you prefer cash out your earnings that same day and it’s easy to sign up as well.I deliver with @Uber Uber Eats to make money on my own schedule & you can too. Use my link and you could qualify for $170 guaranteed: https://get.uber.com/p/eats-courier/?invite_code=nk8q18ajy 

Saturday, January 27, 2018

Say What??????

A strong life lesson;Never expect anything of/from anyone that you’re not capable of giving of yourself.Never expect anyone to just know what you’re thinking,Know how you’re  feeling without communicating so..speaking of communication,my son sends me a text and I never replied so he asks dad did you get my text and I said no,just tell me what it said,then he replied it’s easier for me to talk through text, now I don’t mind a good text conversation sometimes,but I’d much rather have a conversation about most things face to face. I know that you cannot change who someone is,and I’d never want to,but instead of swaying someone my way by forced tactics some gentle guidance never hurts. Nobody likes an emotional bully,nobody likes to be criticized because they don’t see eye to eye with you,and I’d prefer good old fashioned communication instead of sideways undertone bs any day to keep things nontoxic would you agree?

Thoughts And Prayers

 Lord,thank you for waking me up this morning,let today be positive,productive and prosperous,please give me serenity,and bless all those in need. writing to me requires some since of reality,honesty,personal experiences,not necessarily your personal experiences. It’s not easy ,but I’ve learned to push past the pain,the ill will towards me,the things of my past which were not so pleasant.I know that I’m not the best person,a great heart,but down right fkd up at times, but one of the hardest things is knowing who and what you are and actually to except that.When I start to get discouraged my go to is the sympathetic thoughts that there’s always someone who’s in a worst position than me. Thoughts And Prayers; go out to anyone that needs them. I also ask for your thoughts and prayers as I journey through my life issues as well. Thanks for reading and don’t forget to click that follow button and comment as well.

Tuesday, January 23, 2018

Ain’t That Something

Damn I miss you;but I cannot and would not ever want to go back,I ask myself the question how can I see what’s down if I’m always looking up?. Reverse has its purpose,but not in moving forward. Sometimes it does hurt,but I find most of my pain to be self inflicted. A series of happy moments,sad moments,my triumphs,my misadventures have brought me to the place that I am at in my life,the person that I am at this point,but my desire to want more,be better will never let me be content with less than what I think I deserve and can be.

I Know, I Know..

Just saying shit doesn’t necessarily make it true;automatically means that something makes sense,but even if what you say is only heard by you that would mean that someone is listening,and if you’re taking your own advice well that’s even better..I speak so that the people that believe that communication doesn’t help,they don’t have an opinion or their opinions don’t matter or count;well they do,and no matter what self absorbed ass tries to sell you,shrug you,discredit you,belittle you or whatever other insecure tactics they pull. Be yourself,respect yourself,you have to find yourself before anything else. Never get lost in someone else’s existence,coexistence,but never lose sight of who you are or aspire to be.

Monday, January 22, 2018

So You Think You Know It All?

Well I’m sure that you don’t,I’d even go as far to say you’re probably not even close. How many times have you put two and two together and came up with three,rhetorically speaking right now..had everything figured out in your big so called plan for yourself and your life,fyi, life and people will always surprise you,and mostly when you least expect them to.. Your the one with the well rounded gameplay,the well processed future or the well processed scheme to mold one at least huh; I could give a shit less about preaching in this post,giving advice at this time or steering you in any specific direction,but open your damn eyes,you can’t really expect everyone nor everything to bend to your expectations,see the world through your eyes,share your shady point of view no matter how much it makes sense by your logic. Open the door, No!,I mean really open the door;step out,take a hard focused look,and process what you see,and if you’re still viewing things the same way all I can say is that you’re truly in a league all your own,but you still don’t know everything I’d stake my life on it;)

Sunday, January 7, 2018

A Failure To Communicate

Why must we always make everything more complicated than it has to be?a little communication,that’s all it takes;open your mouth up and speaking your mind does wonders in many over complicated situations,things that get blown totally out of proportion when just being forthright or forthcoming. The heart is a very deceiving anatomy,do as you feel or as as your mind tells you,the dilemma huh..well I’m sure being outspoken can cause uneasy feelings,but lying creates a messy aftermath in my opinion,and it may not always be directly nor immediately either. Not to pound the issue I’ll wrap this post up by saying don’t be a dick so to speak,give that individual the respect you would expect and keep it real with them the situation and yourself and just be honest from the gate and communicate for petesake,it doesn’t require much