Saturday, September 18, 2021

Survivor Mentality

“I grew up hard bruh so my mentality makes sense,when eating comes easy you really don’t give a fk but when you actually have to work for shit you appreciate it💯” words are just words,everything doesn’t need to be publicized.. we tend to expect,expect,expect without the proper necessities,but you can put me in the jungle and I’m going to eat,going to sleep,going to survive it’s in my blood,what I know 

Monday, August 23, 2021

“Oops, Did I Do That”

The things that we do definitely define us,people look at you and form their opinions right away,like for instance this young kid I know,we collided on every level,but once we were around each other his opinions of me changed. There’s always a point somewhere in my writing,and the thing that I’m trying to get at here is,be the person that you want people to know and see you as, I for one know that it’s not easy to break that do as I say not as I do mentality but it’s the only way. You can’t really expect someone to look past your fuckery and just carry on as if it never existed or happened,there’s this thing called accountability..

Sunday, August 1, 2021

I’ve Got Options

Dating,finding someone worth while,putting valuable time and energy into is a job.When it doesn’t work out you’re out,looking for a replacement,rebound,you’ve got plenty of options huh,well some things can never be replaced,duplicated,like me so keep you can have your options,good luck with that

Thursday, July 29, 2021

Past, Present, Future

A lot of people think that they and what they want are the most important thing in the world,but among millions of people who also have feelings,ambitions,different opinions of the situation,where does that leave you? I myself am to the point where if all you have to say is I or me we can’t vibe and that’s that,we all are selfish beings, but that shits just not going to fly with me! I’m saying,you’re either for me or against me,on the side of me or behind me. I can’t compromise my sanity for you,my freedom of expression for you,nor my character. What’s in the past,live in the present and look towards the future 

Thursday, July 15, 2021

The Same

Why change? Leaving no excuses,

listen to the lyrics

Sometimes I get to thinking,yeah I want to write,I got something to say,so let me blog about it,then as soon as I start writing nothing...ok so this is the time that I say fk it,whatever you’re thinking,just write whatever is on your mind,no matter what it is,say that ish,just because you have to get it out,you think it’s unimportant,so.. you think no one is listening,so.. speak your mind end of discussion 

Thursday, June 24, 2021

Emotion Bank

What you deposit emotionally with me is what you’re allowed to withdraw,just like a bank,if you don’t put anything in,there’s nothing to take out. Trust,the energy that you feed me is exactly what you’ll get in return🤔

Who Am I

I’m not part time bae,sometimes bae or convenient bae,focused and attentive are requirements when dealing with someone like me

Monday, June 21, 2021

Sounds Like...

I know that some of the things that I say may sound repetitive,hard to hear,cold and just outside the normal way of thinking,but you have to,you have to say things differently,move differently,keep people guessing,wondering,thinking,even yourself,am I doing all that I can to compensate for my existence?probably not. Ok that got extra,I was trying to say that you have to phase things out sometimes,you know if it doesn’t matter,benefit you or what you’re trying to accomplish then..

Tuesday, June 1, 2021

Lights, Camera, Action

Some people talk,some people don't have to say shit cause they too damn busy doing. You don’t have to say anything to me,I prefer your actions any day 

Friday, May 7, 2021


Sex ain’t about nothing.. it’s effort and who you are as a person..

Saturday, May 1, 2021

99 Problems

Talk to me guys,ever dealt with a female that you knew was bad news,knew was bad for you, but through her persistence you gave in and did the dirty tango anyways?for me one of my biggest things with some of these females is that they hold on to a lie like it’s superglued,for real, if you not shit lies will never fix that issue,but to my gentlemen readers if this reaches you comment on it I’d love to hear from you. “If you’re having girl problems I feel bad for you son,I got 99 problems but a bitch ain’t one”

What We Want

It’s not whether I can,it’s whether I want it bad enough or not,we do what we want,based of of emotion and impulse, that good relationship,a certain type of job,self betterment,where you’re comfort level ends & your ambitions start,at the point that you’re done saying it’s someone else’s fault and reasons why and the mentality of why not🤷🏾‍♂️ clearing the way for success #suggestivethinking

Saturday, April 24, 2021

I Don’t

Look, I don’t need you to understand me,just take me at face value 

Extra Extra...

Stop with the extra and just be yourself. That takes minimal effort ,cuts confusion and wasting time.

Friday, April 23, 2021

Me & You - Relationship Goals

💙See me and you we locked 4 life for real. Can’t anything come close,all these needs meeting,what else needs to be said?💙#relationshipgoals

Monday, April 19, 2021

Come Closer

  • What are we going to do?games and lies don’t become us,if you don’t understand that why the hell are we going through the motions because I’m pretty sure you’re not stupid enough to think that I’m going for any bullshit so be honest with yourself then fk with me on some above that shit. I got you if you got me,or easy see you later 

Saturday, April 10, 2021

A Caveman In A New Generation

I'm a grown ass man on grown ass shit. I prefer calling instead of texting,and I don't have time to waste writing countless pointless long ass texts about what I’m doing,when we getting together,or arguing or debating about who's responsible for any of that along with all the other nonsense time wasting shit,because if it doesn't grow me,teach me,contribute to me being a better person then why let it sidetrack my vision,my vibes,my energy?

Rules That I Try To Live By

Look a person in the eye when you're serious,be bluntly honest,but considerate of others and their situation,stay business ready for business,accept who you are and keep challenging yourself to be a better you,accept the things that you can't change,always adapt and adjust,if it sounds like bullshit it probably is.

Friday, April 9, 2021

Good Morning

Good Morning Readers,
Everyday is a new opportunity,new possibilities,so hope that you have an awesome day today. P.L.U.R.

Saturday, April 3, 2021

Apology Not Accepted

I try my best not to apologize for things,apologies to me seem mostly insignificant. People tend to say baseless phrases such as “I’m Sorry”  with acceptance as a way to ease their guilt or stroke their ego,maybe lighten their feelings or thoughts about whatever particular thing that’s been done,and I’d prefer not to indulge that. Just a suggestion;how about thinking it over,how will this effect said person,in other words,”don’t be sorry,be careful” considerate

Thursday, March 25, 2021


My soul so heavy nothing of this earth can carry me🤔

Tuesday, March 23, 2021

Seize The Day , Seize Your Life

We sit on our asses complaining,griping about insignificant shit,looking pass our blessings to see the things that only keep us down,seeking out the negative in every positive situation,hoping others fail because we lack the motivation to accomplish,or out of sheer jealousy,hate,scared to try new things,let that comfortability stage go. Doing all of these things with no attention on the time wasted and the fact that in reality most of this is if not all is asinine and meaningless. Life is ours,ours to live,enjoy,partake in then move on with as many positive memories,moments as possible

Monday, March 22, 2021

It’s All Bad _ people ain’t sh**

These people keep reporting all this garbage,pumping bs in our ears hoping that we buy it,trying to confuse us with rhetoric. I’m not convinced that any of these fake ass people have any of our best interest,who will say anything just to get attention,gain popularity and push personal agendas so yeah...

Friday, March 19, 2021

Seeking a Friend for the End of the World

We’re not designed to be alone,our souls need the basics,human interaction,affection. While my mind often fixes on money,success,sex,death,reason for existence,human formalities... what is real,there is key to sifting through all that bs and the foundation is... the basics

What Is Meditation

As I sit here taking in all the information crossing my path I think,it is how we process all the shit we’ve been given and I’m thinking just keep an open mind and make smart decisions based on the things we’re presented with,no one answer is completely correct,and your life is yours to fuck up,or strive to make it the best possible experience or existence

Thursday, March 18, 2021


I say this to myself daily; it’s not them that’s holding me back,it’s me. The reason that I’m not where I need to be lies in my efforts. 


99+1 Come with that positive energy,Life is about touch ,embrace,kisses,lots of sex,but fucking minds as well as nourishing the soul,spending time,creating memories,appreciation of what we’ve been given. I say exactly what I feel,heavily focused on mind,body and soul elevation.Health is wealth ✨iamantwanfallenangelflowers✨

Wednesday, March 17, 2021

Doing What I Have To Do

Sometimes the best thing to do is just do like Elsa and just”Let It Go”... so to all my readers if you’re dealing with clutch issues and you have something that you’d like to let go feel free to drop it in the comments and begin there.I’m aware that my readers have a time expressing themselves here but this is a judgment free zone and a place to vent as well.

What is enough?

Someone asked me “what do you do besides work” first I replied”that’s none of your business”then I went on to say”I live” simply put,life isn’t really about me accomplishing things to impress others,it’s about living your best,doing what makes you happy,besides,in my opinion people that spend too much time talking or bragging on themselves either have very low self esteem or aren’t really who they’re claiming to be,but that’s just my opinion though as I say it with a slight smile.

Monday, March 15, 2021

Those Moments

Where I just lay here,lay here thinking,thinking about all those things that cross my mind in times of silence,those wishes,hope’s,plans, and also discouragements. Hmm..thinking,but maybe I should get up now 

Thursday, March 11, 2021

where’s your focus

Facts: if you have too much time to be focused on another person’s business, then you’re clearly not focused on your own enough

Nothing From Nothing Leaves Nothing

If I’m not happy how can I make you happy? If I’m not satisfied how can I satisfy you,if I’m hurting how can I make your pain go away,if I don’t have anything then wtf do I have to offer you?bottom line if I don’t take care of me then what can I do for you? If you get it then you do,the rest catch up frfr

Monday, March 8, 2021

modern technology / I got a cellphone

More and more everyday I’m learning to distance myself from cellphones,to get in tuned with myself and back to what makes me feel human,feel free,not just another coasting through life with no real direction.. a prisoner of what people think,what they do, and any idea of how I should act,feel or be...

Tuesday, March 2, 2021


How convenient of you to text me,call me every now and then... it’s deep down ok though 🔐 How many others out there understand,do,or in that position right now🤷🏿‍♂️ I appreciate comments so let me know,because for me it’s a preference,less stress is the best

Saturday, February 6, 2021

Hunger For Your Touch - What A Man Wants

I need to feel a woman's touch daily,holding me,her lips touching mine,sucking me,fucking me,draining as well as nourishing my soul,spending time,feeding my mind

Hardees Restaurant Employment

Blue Springs Missouri, Independence Missouri and several other stores in the Missouri area available as well. Are you seeking employment?!?! Because I’m looking for some hardworking,motivated individuals to come join the Hardees restaurant team. The list goes from management all the way down to regular team members. Contact me directly here for info.

Saturday, January 30, 2021

Casual Encounters Anywhere Facebook Group / Personals

 There are several advertisements and links within the blog. Go to iamantwanfallenangelflowers Facebook page Click the sign up link there , sign up and become a member

Thursday, January 21, 2021



Thursday, January 14, 2021


Saturday, January 9, 2021

Blowing Smoke💨

Excuses are bullshit,reasons for us to avoid what's true,remain comfortable,buy time,keep conscience lucid. Saying what someone wants to hear,or at least our attempt at it,reaching for what is beyond the actual for what’s justifiable, It becomes first nature,unfortunately lately my conscience won’t allow me to paint such a pretty portrait of perception because reality makes us real, & for me there’s no feeling like the true feeling of existence🤔

Sunday, January 3, 2021


In this series of posts I wanted to talk about steps,moving forward,moving on,forgetting,letting go,stepping into your destined you. This part is called:Stop Fooling Yourself;while yes strange things do happen,most of the time what appears to be usually is and no amount of convincing yourself will alter that.

Saturday, January 2, 2021

Schools In Session, Life’s Lessons

Sitting here staring at the ceiling thinking... You should treat everything in life that you want success in as an assignment that you have to study for,diligently work at,in order to pass, in order to achieve merit🤔