Why should I inhibit myself because of your perception of me or the way that life should be. Fk your thoughts when they involve hindering or distorting my journeys path,my life success,me being myself. Fk your feelings when they don’t involve me, I mean if they don’t include sensitivity towards mine as well,acknowledgement that regardless of however you’re feeling that doesn’t cloud sound judgement as far as I’m concerned;it’s okay to be selfish,especially when the world is so damn self absorbed, I guess I can appreciate the selflessness in you, but it’s only when it’s on the board?🤔 personally I think personality flaws are universal so..I say this nonjudgmental,none bias,so open minded right now, so self aware,free from dictatorship,hastily firing blind shots in the wrong direction,seeking misguided guidance could never be me;accountability.. bridges are not always burned,some just get old and can’t be crossed unless repaired if at all possible.
Tuesday, May 15, 2018
Anyone who follows my mind knows that I could give a sh** less about a bunch of this bs considered in demand or popular,I’m not a big fan of representing or uplifting baseless social media hype either,but #DonaldGlover has gotten my attention on some of his work,that #ThisIsAmerica joint is deep,a lot of people won’t get it because as I’ve said before a lot of people lack the capacity or capability. We are quick to jump on status quo;turn a light on and you begin to see a lot of things that the dark hides,but even then is it understanding or just trending;in a matter of time it’s always been on to the next popular thing
Monday, May 14, 2018
Sunday, May 13, 2018
I’m going to start this post by saying I have the upmost respect and admiration for all the dedicated mothers taking care of their business. I mean through the fire,to the limits and to the wall . It takes more than spreading your legs and getting pregnant to be a real mother,and the real mothers know that. Lashonda you have my heart for life for giving me two beautiful kids that I wouldn’t trade the world for,the complicated role that you’ve played in my life as the mother of my children and for the hard work that you’ve put in into raising them as well.Yeah so;while I’d love to take my mommy out to breakfast today that’s not what she wanted so I decided to do the next best thing and prepare her something special for breakfast,then she wants lobsters tails,crab legs,shrimp,baked spaghetti and fried catfish for dinner so.. and maybe we’ll catch a movie . I’m sure she knows that she’s extra special to me but it doesn’t hurt to put it out there,while we’ve had our problems nothing can ever take the place of this special lady and my life would never be the same without her. So to my mommy Sarah,her mother and my grandma Mary,my bestie for life,my sister Dorlisa even though you’re not here anymore Happy Mother’s Day
Wednesday, May 2, 2018
Dreaming away,drifting away,but I’m awake,I’d like to be,want to be more attentive to some of the more asinine shit,but you know;yea though I walk through the valley of the shadows of death I can’t fear the evil;the dwellers,the hill makers,can’t let the negativity contain me,take ahold of my soul hinder me from enlightenment my journey is just that so negative bs fall back