Tuesday, December 26, 2017
I want to kick off this post by saying thank you to all the family and friends that called,texted to let me know I was in your thoughts,the gifts as well though not expecte. As you all who know me may know,I have a bitter taste in my mouth when it comes to holidays,seasonal status quo,traditionally motivated yet empty in emotion displays or gestures of affection. While everyone isn’t caught up in outdoing,satisfying the hype it has clearly become a definite shit show when it comes to the overwhelming desire to keep to protocols of what seems to be keeping to the spiritual aspects of it all.A bunch of irate individuals scrambling to find that perfect gift,that perfect gift that never seems to be enough,that special someone to spend the holidays with,that perfect dinner with family and friends that seems to always be not so perfect,that overwhelming desire to actually achieve anything near any of that,but you have pictures and videos to prove it right;rhetorical..but all the while right under your nose is the fact that you’re here,the fact that there is someone out there less fortunate than you,in worse health than you or even worse not here to even enjoy just that simple little fact. The true meaning of Christmas;the true meaning of caring for someone;the true meaning of family,one word,simplicity..give from the heart,care for one another as if you will never get another chance to,appreciate the things that you hold dear,stay humble. Happy Holidays readers
Posted by iamantwanfallenangelflowers at 2:22 PM
Thursday, December 7, 2017
Sometimes things just need to be said..minus the feelings,who you think you are,what you going through,fear of reactions,now while I hate to bring negative into my positive circle,well..fake seems the new cool,blood in blood out huh,more like blood will sell you out;I admire anyone that can keep it together under critical conditions,hold their own when there really isn’t anything to hold,remains non biased in situations that are clearly complicated from the outside looking in. I only associate with a few people personal,but the rest is business,personal gain,but family,hmmm; family;while should represent togetherness and a safe haven can in fact create some of the most toxic energy you’ve ever seen nowadays you have to treat some of your own like ghosts or fall victim to their fuckery. Yeah yeah yeah I know,nobody is perfect,but striving for the opposite shouldn’t be your goal either. Trust me I’ve heard it all.. so trying to sway me to your wicked,destructive,deceptive,cunningly corrupt point of view is futile,while cut throat there is a method to my madness,if it were in the line then it wouldn’t be considered madness huh;keep praying hoping for resolution,keep believing in that things will present a amicable solution,keep working hard towards doing the “right” things,most of all stay positive in all of this negative energy circulating around you and remember that if you don’t have your own health and sanity you really have nothing,and nothing to offer anyone else either for that matter.
Posted by iamantwanfallenangelflowers at 5:52 AM