Sunday, April 29, 2018

The Nighttime

There’s just something about the night,i can’t explain it,but I am a night person,when most people are sleeping I’m usually wide awake,thinking; never anything specific,just getting lost in the serenity of it all. Though I have acquaintances who share the same experience I have yet to find someone actually on my frequency so to speak,such vibe killers;to me being able to hear myself think,the point where my mind and body are both in sync,awe theres nothing like it,clarity,reboot. Those I need to get out,take a late night stroll,cruise moments,late night rendezvous,those make it last all night experiences, and late night sex is the best,one of my favorite things about overnight experiences is getting the opportunity to watch the sunrise, shits awesome.

Thursday, April 26, 2018


Everyone want to brag on how they’ve so called made it,flash cash,put down people in the position that they were once in like they were always on top,always had money,somewhere someone had to support your ass to get to whatever status you may have sucker..never forget where you came from because you can always end up back there fool.. I really don’t give a fk how much money you have,who believe that bs you pushing to these drone ass clones oblivious to reality blindly following that weak shit you call being real.πŸ–•πŸΎπŸ–•πŸΎπŸ–•πŸΎπŸ–•πŸΎπŸ–•πŸΎπŸ–•πŸΎ

Wednesday, April 25, 2018

Fetishized Sadness

I love this saying;yeah so;everyone has issues,problems,good days,bad days,turmoils,troubles,moments of desperation,painful experiences,some worse off than others,but that’s argumentative. Everyone thinks that what they’re going through is the worst thing to ever happen to anyone,and I know,the woe is me know it alls will say;hey man,blah blah blah,that’s not true etc etc,you know denial. I can’t say I’m prone to doing this,but getting better at listening to my advice of,STOP!;take a hard look around,notice that there’s always someone who is or has gone through worse;see the beautiful,embrace the now not the dream. Even though you have this idea of how things should be,chances are they’ll never be exactly what you want or expected. Dreams are good when they’re good dreams, but when we dream at some point we wake up,and most of the time I can’t really remember what I’ve dreamt about.

I Can’t Tell

I Can’t Tell;you’ll never know unless you try,you’ve never actually lived if you’re afraid to die,to truly know me is to love me,but to hate me is to not understand me,my biggest fear is not accomplishing enough while I’m here,my biggest flaw is not doing all that I can to make that happen. Yeah so;does any of this really matter in the grand scheme of things,I mean on my path,my journey,my final destination;I know,but I’m not sorry,but I gotta keep thinking ambition, honesty, and positive attitude while remaining humble,I’m no psychic,there’s already a destiny,but I can’t tell

Sunday, April 22, 2018

Reoccurring Life Events

πŸ™πŸΎReoccurring instances in life;moments which we relive periodically for whatever reason.Playing videos on YouTube and ran across this song;this song;I remember listening to this song just before finding out that my sis,my best friend had passed away not long after finding out that she had cancer,at one point we were sitting and talking before she actually found out that it was actually cancer she asked me for a hug and I laughed it off and told her that she was going to be okay,if I had any notion that things were going to end so abruptly I would have hugged her tight and never let go,I never prayed like I prayed that she would recover,still brings me to tears,but this is no pity party post though,we’ve all lost loved ones,have a story to tell,some tragic,painful,this is but a percentage or chapter of my book,but this is about remembrance of our loved ones that suffered untimely deaths;feel free to leave a comment about someone who you may want to pay tribute to

Wednesday, April 18, 2018

Health Awareness; Healthy Living, A Healthier Life, Checking In With Yourself

I don’t an won’t claim to be a health nut,guru or whatever people call themselves,but checking in with yourself periodically can never be a bad thing. By simply implementing some simple adds,techniques,routines into your life they can have significant impact on your overall health,like I said before this is no blueprint to becoming a super model,but is effective.Always remember that a breather is always good;take a minute to just stop,breath in,breathe out,a 10 minute stretch can go a long way..detoxification of the body as well as mind,l love to pop in the headphones 🎧 and listen to some classical music once in a while,also I do pineal gland sounds which is awesome as a reset🧠🧘🏾‍♂️,warm tea🍡,lemon water, some healthy food here and there πŸ₯˜,a bowl of homemade soup 🍲,a protein shake from time to time,and a little exercise πŸ‹️‍♀️ to get the heart pumpingπŸ‘πŸΎπŸ‘ŒπŸΎπŸ‘ŠπŸΎ 🀘🏾

Monday, April 16, 2018

Oops, Did I Do That..

As easygoing as I can be,looking to the positive some stuff just can’t get past me. You know,I don’t really hate anyone,but I loathe the times when I’m forced to speak firmly because of some ignorant ass cave person and their personal issues of inadequate communication skills or personality disorders,nothing against caucasian people,or any other race,of you’re stupid then hey..nothing against handicapped people,but I have parked in their parking spot no lie,nothing against gay people,but don’t force that movement on me,I’m not gay nor am I bi etc etc,nothing against muslins,Arabic nation either just quite blowing up shit and promoting violence to combat violence thinking you’re proving a point;did I miss anything..

Emotional Support

We do in fact live in a dysfunctional,detached,self serving world; props to all the outlets which counter the negative,that said,here I want to say and I can’t stress this enough that we all need emotional support sometimes and here you have a place to get whatever off of your chest. I appreciate all of the personal experiences,opinions shared in my inbox and look forward to more readers sharing their thoughts and points of view. Now at around a quarter of a million views for stepping out of the line and looking forward to many more. I’m looking to hopefully see much more sharing my posts,more followers so hit that follow button and participate in comments as well. There’s an area available where personal comments can be sent directly to my email if you want to contact me directly or share something that you’d like to see posted etc. Thanks for your participation 

Saturday, April 14, 2018

It Is What It Is..

Sometimes real shit be hard to swallow, but all I’m saying is your real people is your real people,I’m into the least amount of complication,if I deal with you then I deal with you,the type to keep up bs,you be on the garbage , playing those games , wrapped up in yo shit thinking that everybody else out here don’t have issues or they own shit going on,sometimes time is all you have to offer,and even that’s limited,must be hard living in a world of only one,solid is solid and they come to the show when it’s selling out,but when you just coming with yourself you’ll see where everything stands thenπŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”

Thats Just Too Much Man...

Personas are exhausting,fighting never ending battles are exhausting,trying to over talk a talker is exhausting,I’m just thinking of running a race that never ends.. if I let someone feel like they’ve “won” will I have peace of mind;on another page,shit man I’m tired of these females out here thinking that they got the ability,the right to have these above all snotty ass diva mentalities just because some thirsty ass lame dude keeps filling their heads with fake words of admiration to get in;head all above the clouds and shit,I mean I got enough issues of my own to worry about,my own ego complications that I need to fix myself and don’t have the time to be babysitting nobody else’s kids or they feelings, setbacks,hangups or flaws;I mean it’s overwhelming,and quite frankly I just don’t have the emotional capacity nor the patience to take on that kind of responsibility;that’s just too much man...

Wednesday, April 11, 2018

Who The Fk Are You?!?!?!

The ability hide behind plastic,microchips,air waves has your ego floating in outer space somewhere; fallacy galaxy;to create,fabricate,falsify information,say all the shit that you could,would never say face to face;if that’s your real face by the way,or just your catfish costume,but this isn’t Halloween, and your tricks are your character,merely child’s play;here you can be all the shit that you never could seem to be in the real world,eye to eye,why;when it’s clearly so much easier to build this image,this illusion from a far,shit man;common as shoes are to feet,hmm,if only I had to listen to myself speak the regurgitated nonsense which I’ve clearly been brainwashed into believing is original;traveling in packs so long,can’t distinguish myself from the crowd anymore,but really;who are you?,take away the mask,the gadgets,armed with common sense,physical communication,reality,honesty,who the fk are you?!?!?!

The Fall Back

The Fall Back: You my fall back,my plan b,my something to do when I’m bored,lonely,in need of somebody to talk to or have nothing to do, I call on you;you’ll see my passion for realism knows no bounds,but honestly,you probably do the same thing to me so fall back

Saturday, April 7, 2018

Yeah So; you really think that you’re shit don’t stink???

It be messed up how sometime some people out there try to make you feel like shit right?,Yeah So; I want to talk about shit for a minute ; ,you see man I cannot get attached to shit,because shit stinks at times;creeps up on you and have you feeling all kinds of crap;shit comes and goes as it pleases with zero regards for you;good news though,shit is disposable,and shit does decompose,bad is you’ll come in contact with a lot of shit in your lifetime,but just like most farts before shit comes,I keep it strong then I’m in the windπŸ’¨ πŸ€”πŸ˜

Friday, April 6, 2018

Illuminati, Illuminotme;Propaganda, Protocols , People, Power

I’m going to start this post off by quoting something from 2pac and that’s “only the real people know this some of the realist stuff that I ever wrote” so there really is never any protocol for most of the stuff that I write,just to make you think I guess;many of us are constantly looking,seeking a source for enlightenment,knowledge,answers to what we think we cannot understand,reasons for everything. We look to leaders for guidance,dwell on the insufficient,and chase the superficial. I’m here to say today that most of this if not all is bullshit!;there are infinite options on everything from A to Z so tell me how the hell can you place merit on any specific one; everyone and everything has a process or protocol once again that’s from A to Z,control is a very strong and powerful word,currency,policy,law,you really think that you need someone or something to decide who you are,what you are,how you should live and so on?the mind controls everything about you;your will,your way. Leaders;president who? man don’t get me wrong respect is a given to me so I will not disrespect another persons being,until I’m disrespected and even then there’s a protocol for that,but acknowledgement is earned,I don’t care who you are;and pardon me but fk your heritage or lineage when it concerns the fate and well being of a mass majority of people,a black president means nothing personally if my life doesn’t change,everything is social man;this is all entertainment on some level,there has been and continue to be a system,protocol if you will for everything,nothing happens for no reason,the *leverage* sees to that. Racism is one of the stupidest things I’ve ever had the displeasure of seeing,one human being fighting against another because of their differences in appearance,that’s some of the most pathetic crap ever. Gay this,gay that,men becoming women,women becoming men,ok so when did we get to the point where we became Gods?the word ego;back to the word control;instead of value we seek devalue,destruction of life,humanity,why is that not so important,destroying the structure of our being,choices being made by people who could give a shit less about anything other than personal interest and agendas and no regard to life if you don’t fit protocol.Oh,and this Illuminati bs; please shut the fk up already! Why try to blow up something so insufficient;if someone is that stupid to put themselves into such a ridiculous situation then that’s on that dumb ass.Distracted by this cesspool of false empowerment,seeking self worth in making fools of ourselves. To be a hypocrite means to clearly say one thing then to do the total opposite. I’m the same person everyday,sometimes harsh,sometimes rude,sometimes indecisive,sometimes cynical, sometimes sarcastic,but consistent,you know who I am,but that’s the point,be who you are,we don’t need another hero,just more people willing to change the status quo

Tuesday, April 3, 2018

Sad Songs;A Underdogs View 😒😏🎻

The underdog;a word that I’m very familiar with. The ones who despite their efforts seem to fall short,you know,get looked over for that promotion,someone stealing your thunder,thoughts or ideas,missing that big break,negative forces trying to hold you back etc. Now a lot of you won’t associate yourself with that word because of your egos or feelings of inadequacy,but me I really don’t care; but seriously no one wants to claim that title, but despite that we all had to start somewhere,well not all of us,there are exceptions to that. You don’t understand me;you don’t respect what I have to say;well it’s probably because you can’t relate to reality,realistically challenged,I don’t need to fit in,or validation to speak my mind,but I’ll admit it does feel good when my words hit marks,but seriously though that’s why I stepped out of that line,I speak for the ones who get tired of the pretentious pretenders,they get it. Honestly it gets tiresome sometimes,but I’d rather push on with the notion that my day is coming than just give up,following and existing. Of course most won’t push these words because they are not status quo,but surprisingly to most that won’t these words probably have the most significance towards.We can’t all have it all,but we can damn sure break the cycle of trying to break each other down and put forth effort and try. If I don’t do anything,I’d love to be remembered for something,you get my dilemma πŸ€¨πŸ€”

Monday, April 2, 2018

The Search, The Casual Encounters, & Meeting Someone

Please,don’t make this weird;we’re both here looking,searching for that something;that something which completes us,intrigues is,holds our attention,meets our expectations realistic or not,casual conversation,connections which eventually leads to physical encounters,experiences,moments which may or may not lead to something substantial,rolling those dice,being honest and forthcoming in your endeavors of the heart,we ALL need affection,someone to communicate with,though our opinions and preferences may differ there’s always tact,the act of being respectful. So many people,options,characteristics;keep to those values,but also keep an open mind,staying open the possibilities,the clocks always ticking,but your quality of life depends on how you choose to live,because no matter how,who or what you encounter,your happiness solely depends upon your choices🚻XOXO