RIP 2020 Happy New Year 2021

+💰+💪🏾+✊🏾x bull💩x💔x drama x 🕰 x energy drainers #2021 #TheSagaContinues #Lifestyle #newyear more me. I only feel the need for positive influences in my path @ this juncture so If you’re not for me,then you’re probably against me,if you’re not with me,I can do without you🤔

Red Flags Of Dating Females 🚩

She’s ALWAYS up late🤔 She has a multitude of male friends🤔she openly admits to loving hard drugs😳🤔,she ALWAYS has to call you back for some reason when you call🤔. Pay attention,run🏃🏾🏃🏾🏃🏾. I know that I’ve missed some so maybe you have a few to add to the list,drop em in the comments. To be continued...

Nothing From Nothing

Leaves nothing. If you want nothing,can’t let go of nothing,crave nothing,have nothing and aspire to stay with nothing,hang around nothing,believe in nothing,say everything,but do nothing,don’t want to change nothing to reach something well..

Pain~Pleasure~Love

What a feeling of being emotionally,physically  and mentally synced,of being totally submissive,no control,submerged,taken over by,overwhelmed by,exhausted beyond your limitations and yet you still have that feeling of euphoria,satisfaction,a hunger for more in whatever that situation may be. The pain,the pleasure,the love of it all,the all of it all,the feeling of it hurts so damn good,and the ability to see past the bullshit and just give it all to reach that level🤔

Wants,Desires,Needs

There are a lot of things that I want,desire,but very few that I actually need,including you(FYI,no person singled out) you see, while I may hold you dear,admire you and at some point or another maybe even love you,the fact is if you are not for me then I don’t want any parts of you at all,to be a part of my world you must submit yourself to me fully,(it’s all or nothing)you belong to me,total submission. #DomLife

For It I Will

Constantly I ask myself why do I even bother,why do I do some of the things that I do,then I say this,anything in this life worth having is worth fighting for,suffering for,sacrificing,giving up what you think is more important for,and spending a lifetime to get it for,time is of the essence, and what else is really living if you think about it. For It I Will,or face facts,you don’t really want it🤔

Wife Checklist

✔️Dedicated

✔️Loyal

✔️Respectful

✔️Freak

✔️Submissive

👁👁 lets get what’s ours 🌍 My #Wife checklist

Of A Dominant Nature

Why do people assume that you’re mad when you distance yourself from bs? Yes,I see what’s happening around me,but I also pick and choose what really counts,I refuse to let the things around me consume me or control my actions,merely help me to plan out my next move/reaction. I'm a grown ass man that's very personal and particular about what he does,how he does it and when he does it,in short I want what I want,when I want it, and just lose focus quick on irrelevant shit(I get bored very easily)

What Does That Say About You?

As we may or may not already know,for every action there’s a reaction,positive or negative, energy is transferred from one person to the next and how that plays out is solely determined by the act in which it is portrayed through,so when I listen to what you’re saying I have to think, who are you really?what does that say about you to me? we’d love to think that we’re good people,well some of us anyways,but in an instance find ourselves doing something underhanded,deceitfully self gratifying,or manipulative lies that proves otherwise so

Focus Up

In short,your mind has to calibrate with your heart,your soul,your ambition,no one can get you on track to get your wants besides yourself,it’s ALL about what YOU want,and HOW you’re going to achieve that. It’s ok to be tired,lose focus,we are faced with a lot of bs which we have to register and sift through on a daily basis,but a pause and evaluation is very necessary from time to time to focus up

And Let The Robots Say Amen, On God

Idgaf about #political huff,because most of what’s going on is bs,but there are some things you need to pay attention to 👁🤔👁 we’ve NEVER been in a position to control anything major,from the time our ancestors were dragged here in slavery until now,call it funny when we are violated,violently murdered,treated as we don’t belong when this Gods universe belongs to NO ONE,A stupid concept is hating yourself huh,we are all one so..control,what people in high position need to maintain to command order. Everyone has views,but your actions says who you are,your character,who agrees with destruction,segregation,murder, racism. Who created the rules and laws that we are governed by?who sets the model for how we live our lives? And all the time I just wanna be free,enjoy this life,this earth that I’ve been blessed to inhabit,on God.YOU WANNA READ THIS!!! https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thin_blue_line

I Want What I Want

Dominant alpha attitude,why settle for what’s given,I want what I want mentality.You’ll get a million people telling you that you can’t,even more thinking that they have all the answers and that their way is the only way,but just because I’m not telling,bragging,or even speaking my thoughts they are still there,planning,praying,moving in some shape or fashion towards what I want,what this universe has for me,my faith,my fate 💯 🤔 I’m always looking bigger 👁👁

Self Awareness Moment

Never deprive yourself of the things that make you feel good,good about,yourself,aspirations,good about life.As a  Virgo I've always wanted,needed,craved,attention and affection, & I as I get older and more self aware see that I can't do without and why should I

Playboy Hugh Hefner , Three’s Company

I’ve always admired lions,the dominant lifestyle,I remember watching three’s company and thinking damn jack tripper is the man,living the life,two beautiful women under the same roof,what more can you ask for,well technically there’s plenty more but yet and still. Hugh Hefner,what can I say,an American icon,reflecting back as I express admiration and gratitude for his contribution to my thought process on life

Epiphany

Wow.. self learning,self elevation,mental clarity is a beautiful thing. It’s not about the money,it’s about the thrill,desire to acquire without specific purpose or reason,I mean as long as you’re breathing and healthy utilize the time and energy creatively right? I’m saying,just to know something is everything, it’s not about longevity,I mean to fully know and understand yourself,your limitations,your limits,but test them,I’m never comfortable because I feel like the universe is always moving and so should I be,has a plan,a place for me and all I have to do is acknowledge it,keep trying to give the energy that I’m given back. It’s not about looks,it’s about looking,I’ve been fortunate to meet some extraordinary people,whom will always have my heart,someone who will always be in my life,some who have taught me a lot and been there for me through all of my struggles,my pain, and my redemption to a better place,a better me. Life is beautiful,the feelings,the truth,the pain,the good things as well as the bad. I’ll say I’m just glad to be experiencing it all, and everything that I do now I do for me and the people that are fortunate enough to experience me,in positivity

A Heart In Pieces

Time passes,people come and go,and it gets harder and harder to turn back on what was.Feelings get involved,egos start to determine the direction of where we’re headed,where we’re going,where we’re ending, and nothing’s finalized,like a good book with the best pages torn out,a puzzle without all its pieces,no closure,too mentally and emotionally invested to fully move on,to stubborn to give a shit or at least to show it,even though we both know what it really is,that we’ve fkd each other up for life. No resolution,just a heart in pieces💔

How To Spot Spam Fraud Emails

Okay so I’m big on speaking my mind,listening to my viewers insight,thoughts,opinions on whatever if it’s informative,and I thought I’d share a bit of information that I’ve figured out regarding fraud spam emails,one simple technique to ensure that you don’t fall victim to these predators is to check the email,by this I mean click on the email and go to the area where it says from: in the other section or information section just check the information provided on where the email actually came from,if it’s odd ,super long with a bunch of random numbers and letters,doesn’t contain the original company’s/entity’s information then it’s definitely bs,mark as spam and delete the garbage 🗑 . I hope this was helpful

I Remember

I Remember... life is what it is,go through changes,I’m elevating,seeing things different,my heart growing💙💙 ,I don’t know about anyone else but all that my life is and was I remember..🔒⛓🤔

Manifest

Words are just words,thoughts are just thoughts,what I feel,what I want,how I vision things to be,all things must..

Domination And Submissive Lifestyle

I’m going to start this off by saying:I adore a strong woman that can allow herself to surrender to her/a mans will,the shit is sexy,attractive and arousing to me.This isn’t about chains and whips, Everyone has this idea of submission and domination,some I like,some I don’t,physical to me should be in tune with mental,self control and the ability to challenge ones initial inhibitions at another’s will & I’ve been this way as far as I can remember.I approach all encounters open and honestly,cut the bs,if you feel it fk it act on it,with class and common sense incorporated of course

Social Distancing ~ Computer Love

Now ain’t that some shit;trying to figure out how to create a sense of hope,self worth,computer love,honesty is so refreshing these days,it’s like being stuck in the desert forever,dying of thirst,then getting a ice cold glass of water. Wtf is going on?!?!, areCon you one still blowing that same ole smoke 💨 you were 5 years ago?,might wanna get your ass in gear⚙️,something that you can’t replace?that you can never have enough of?its value is beyond appraisal? the only thing that keeps on going on no matter what? ⌚️🕰⏱⏰ focused on a purpose not the likes,it’s if I say something that gets your thoughts going,something that gets you upset,something informative see what I’m saying🤔 suggestive thinking @ it’s finest iamantwanfallenangelflowers 

Forget Me Not

If you feel the way I feel fuck it all!,fuck stipulations,second guessing,insignificant situations,I could care less what you are doing,where you’re at,who you’re with,we only have one life then it’s all over, so say what you need to say,get it out,get in touch with me,if you share the same thoughts that I do no more bullshit,in all honesty if you want me like I want you why shouldn’t this be

Extasy

I just wanna give you this,this energy,my soul,my everything,all these feelings,all on the line,in the moment,nothing more,nothing less,this is it 

Messenger: My Outlook

A true hustler never folds,I've struggled,watch my momma struggle,been through some crazy azz situations,been through some fkd up sh**,and I'd give you the shirt off my back if you’re deserving,because I really dgaf about anything worldly,just love the act of chasing a better me,I keep that same blank but ambitious  demeanor and if you wonder why you can’t read me it’s because I’m a whole nother 📖entirely 🤔,my ❤️ is a revolving 🚪,and these 🐍 exit quickly 👋🏾👋🏾👋🏾suggestive thinking @ it’s finest iamantwanfallenangelflowers 

Fear & Hatred:Now Ain’t That Some Sh**

Fear of inferiority,that you’re going to have a little bit more then they are,hate of your successes,achievements,happiness.You’ll definitely receive love from total strangers before your so called family,friends,neighbors,loved ones. The up close truth is a sad reality😔 P.S No one can stop what’s meant to be,merely stunt their blessings in the process🤔👁🔆👁

Fundraiser - Birthday- Ovarian Cancer

Nothing better to do than something positive,a fundraiser dedicated to my big sis for my birthday and I dropped $2 in just to get kick shit off right, hopefully I won’t be the only one🤲🏾💵🤲🏾💵🤲🏾💵.#ovariancancer #fundraiser #Virgo #birthdayboy  FYI I don’t fixate on things that I don’t know so 🤔of you 👼🏾Dorlisa Yolanda Flowers👼🏾 https://www.facebook.com/donate/613778279333292/?fundraiser_source=external_url 

Loyal To Who/What?!?!

Man look,the grave full of real n*****,the jail full of real mfs,My loyalty lies in me,my true family,my faith,fk everything else🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾lame azz mfs with they goofy philosophies 🤣🤣🤣

Life Or Death

Death is easy,life is hard,”so I keep struggling and striving and playing my cards,I gotta play it smart,because if I don’t this cold world and these people in it might try to pull me down but I’m gonna be around!!! God Bless!!! We’re from this earth and we return so... 

Solid Ground

I just got done listening to some weird ass dude rambling a bunch of shit about the direction of people it’s not about 1,2,3,4 etc incidents,no,it’s years and years behind this,it’s about respect,acknowledgement, and my thoughts on anyone who doesn’t have empathy for quality of life for all humanity is sit your ignorant ass down somewhere and stfu🤫🤐, but either way there is no justification for surrounding one man with guns blazing then shooting him in the back repeatedly,in the same scenario would race differentiate that outcome🤔 quit lying to yourself,because with P☮️ L💙 U🤝 R✊🏾🙏🏾there is no foundation so we get all of this bullshit🤨

Police Brutality, Racism, Shootings, Peace

The difference between me and you is? Pay attention to the video (first scene black male,second scene caucasian male)I’m not one for posting this type of shit on my platform,but I’m just a little bit pissed off,I bust my ass just trying to make a way,a change,a name for myself,I try to live right,love ALL,I pay taxes,but this makes me feel like a prisoner of my own mind,I Am Here!,I Will Not Go Backwards!⛓I’m sick of feeling like there is no morals when your skin is the same color as mine,that there is a possibility that today could be the day that I have to face this inhuman,senseless ugliness that seems to be morbidly normal when I step outside my fucking door😡😤🤬🤢.#policebrutality #racism #peace  this is posted on all my platforms as well so look me up 

Keep Going

Yeah so I feel like sit your ass down for a minute and get in ya feelings or whatever it takes,collect your thoughts,then get your ass up and keep going,keep going,keep going,keep going.. I’m starving for self preservation/elevation so I see a bigger picture,so I paint a better portrait now🤔

Smile For Me

Yes,I smile,stay positive,seeing the good👁💫👁 because it takes much more effort to frown,be mad,hate. What you have,what you’re doing, idk🤷🏾‍♂️,there’s no need for all the extra when you know who you are 🤔I’m tunnel vision about the possibilities of me and that has my attention,and that makes me smile😌but don’t get that twisted now🤨💪🏾👌🏾 #humble #possibilities #positive #tunnelvision #smile #hate #mad #good #godsplan 

Motivation

Motivation can come from anyone,anywhere and anything oh yeah.and at any damn time.Simply put;we were put here to partake of this beautiful and spectacular place which we were blessed to inhabit.Words to live by and I quote,the world is yours and everything in it,it’s out there get on your grind and get it!!! so... if you’re a solid stepping out of the line reader/follower I got a question for you,what motivates you?comments up

Too Proud To Hear,See,Love Ourselves

I am a black man riddled with so many stereotypical,judgmental,racial,hypocritical so on and so forth,confused and conflicted with how we fail to see the bigger picture of life and purpose. I had a disturbing and disappointing conversation with a young woman of color and her views on interracial dating and mixed race children saddened me. We are all god’s children,we are all human before anything else,if we bring up the past to justify hatred,define our future,then there’s no future. If everyone just stays stuck in the eye for eye mentality,kill or be killed attitude,how can we possibly focus on preserving this beautiful place we’ve been blessed to inhabit. Four words that I live by now,peace,love,unity and respect.Too much pride can lead to missed blessings,happiness and opportunities. Pride is not hate,being proud of who I am does not mean that I have to hate or just tolerate everyone else. I always envision something better,no matter what anyone else says or thinks,because you have to faith things into existence.To know my history and respect where I came from does not mean go forward locked in a maze of negativity. We demand respect yet we don’t carry on in a way that affirms that.Breaking the chains that bound us,everything starts in the mind,then the heart follows🤔

Words Can’t Describe (Poem)

Have you ever been there, to that place where..the vibes are just.. the feelings so.. life’s too short for.. so let’s go there

Investing, Stocks, Your Portfolio

A new intriguing and interesting suggestive thinking post,how about investing,investments we all have our reasons not to build a portfolio,but what are some reasons to have a plan for something different,something better for ourselves🤷🏾‍♂️🤔. I’m not telling anyone to go out and frivolously throw their money into stocks,but there are options and I’m exploring them. Some suggestive links here,you should check them out https://www.sofi.com/share/invest/3047898/   https://join.robinhood.com/antwanf37

Deliciously Connected

In the light,in the dark,I just want to be intertwined with your beautiful soul as your being embodies mine

One Wish

I know this is just wishful thinking,but that’s what stepping out of the line is all about,thinking,that said,if you somehow had/were granted one wish what would you wish for🤷🏾‍♂️ honestly,what would you do with it?

Online Dating Conversation

Well my thing is that if this bs is where we’re going with the whole dating thing then at least try,try to be honest,realistic and as straight forward as possible. Nothing can be fully figured through a simple profile,& it’s easy to say whatever,be shallow,be desensitized to traditional courting and the dating process behind devices and satellites and shit.Conversation through messages isn’t easy,probably why interest is hard to be established on my end, and probably vice versa, and it’s definitely not the same as face to face contact 

I Want It All

The good,the bad,the joy,the pain,the happiness,the sorrow,the success,the failure,the love,the hate,intensely,deeply,conviction, the communication,the silence,everything that life has to offer/dish out,I want it all

Relationship Goals

Anytime you need it it’s yours; my mind,my body,my soul,my spirit,my support,my love,let’s grind together and shine together,build something real asf together,hold me,hold me down,my hand tightly and walk through this life of sin with me,making love like it’s the first time every time,when it’s about me and you,it’s just me and you for real for real. Drop a ❤️ in comments if my words solid enough for you

A Stepping Out Of The Line FYI Moment

We are always thinking,wanting,hoping that the world is fixated on us. First off I love all my readers, but I’d like to see more participants in my giveaways,more comments,suggestive thoughts,likes,shares as well as subscribers to the blog. Now back to the regular scheduled program, for all those who get what I’m saying kudos to you,but for all the rest I wanna clarity some points of what stepping out of the line is about. My goal of this blog is ultimately suggestive thinking,about sharing opinions, and helpful information on almost any subject,issue or topic across the board,each one teaching another,conversation,communication and connection. In parting I wanna say that a lot of the shit I post isn’t personal,rather my thoughts on things I’ve seen,heard and yes sometimes been through,but for the purpose of giving/receiving insight,support,or even just a relative point of view. I’m grateful for all the personal contacts I’ve acquired from the stepping out of the lines Promoting Positivity support group endeavor,even though the chat hasn’t caught on yet,so feel free to join that for a shoulder to lean on,insight on difficult issues,and sometimes just talking about something helps us cope better,but hope to see more personal contacts as well as chat group  participants in the future. Peace Love Unity Respect 

The Silent Treatment

We all go through it at some point or another,where we have someone that loves to play those silent games. Who’s going to reach out first,who will be the first to give in,that’s doesn’t just pertain to this either,that’s life,not just ever been one to fancy leaving voicemails or repeatedly calling trying to reach one,Let’s be real,this is the age of cellphones and it’s not hard to get in contact with anyone really anymore,unless they don’t want to be reached majority of the time so. Anyhew,just be in thought sometimes and putting this in the air for thought. I’m at a point in my life where a conversation,a connection can miss me,I won’t miss it though.

At That Point-Thug Passion-Ride Or Die

At this point in my life I need a bad ass bitch(in the most respectable sense) let’s get this money,hold each other down like a ton of fkn bricks, and make love like it’s the end of the world!!! 

Black Lives Matter? Prove It

Shit,reality is a fkn buzz killer isn’t it. Why we always wanting praise,validation for the shit that we should be doing.The number one thing that’s going to correct us is us,1 death,2 deaths,3 deaths,4..,please sir may I have some more, pain doesn’t transfer like energy okay,and you cannot build on a foundation of destruction. I was taught from a young age that white people are bad,same shit happening with police,when we finally break the chains ⛓ that bound us then we reach an elevated way of thinking 🧠🤔. If my value isn’t shit to myself,then how the hell could I expect someone else to value me,from how I choose to dress,talk,my actions,associations,mentality and so on,nigga this,nigga that, genocide,that bs crab mentality,why would I want to destroy the shit/resources that I know I’m going to need?further,how it that going to be replaced/repaired? Yes we’re broken collectively,but it’s said if you have the faith of a mustard seed you can move mountains 🏔. If each one teaches one image what we’ll have learned. This universe is made of all the resources needed to function including “We The People” like I’ve said before,this world couldn’t function without everyday people like us,if everyone didn’t exist tomorrow what would there be, would any of this shit matter. Good people exist in every color,and fkd up ones too,but there are more good people than bad so let’s single out the negative and take humanity back on a positive level. 

(A Heavy Price)Speaking Your Mind Shouldn’t Cost You Your Life

We The People make the world go round.Just think,if everyone disappeared from existence tomorrow would any of this shit matter🤷🏾‍♂️🤔Malcolm X,Dr Martin Luther King,Jefferson Pureza Lopes, Jamal Khashoggi,Leslie Ann Pamela, John F. Kennedy,Julius Ceasar, Mahatma" Gandhi, Archduke Franz Ferdinand,John Lennon, Rev. George Lee,

Emmett Louis Till, John Earl Reese, Paul Guihard,William Lewis Moore,Medgar Evers. You see we hate,hurt one another out of greed,selfishness,envy,fear.We senselessly kill one another,take from one another,cause pain to one another,then rally in effort to make change to our own destructive behaviors. Do this math for me;what does hate+hate=? Peace, Love,Unity,Respect isn’t a chore but 

a choice that I choose to routinely incorporate into my life like brushing your teeth. Ignorance isn’t an option from my standpoint,and taking away from ourselves isn’t a solution

Promise To Tell The Truth & The Whole Truth✋🏾

It’s been real,a lot of people be saying a lot,bragging about being hood,glorifying dumb shit,spending excess time,effort,money,energy trying to reach a ever changing goal line,I don’t want to say pointless to fk up your whole existence,but.. if it doesn’t build you,your brand wtf is it for. Hurt,pain,struggle,disappointment,happens all the time,but when it’s yours everyone,everything’s supposed to stop and recognize that. I’m not proud of any fkd up shit I ever did,fkd up place I ever lived,things I’ve been through,and don’t favor reminiscing that bs either. It’s not about being better than anybody else,just better than my former self🤔

Cut The Bullshit!

Mfs be lacking man frfr, they not gonna tell you shit,but I promise you this is true,just pay attention and you’ll catch it👀 #stopfaking #realtalk honestly everything not meant to be disclosed,but quit lying about the simple shit,make life and your stress levels a lil lighter🤔

Let’s Start A MF Riot.. I Mean, Come On Now..🤨 #BlackLivesMatter

As people riot,lout,pillage,destroy communities in an effort to so called be heard,or capitalize on someone else’s life,pain one thing is apparent,common sense is nonexistent and there’s no limit to ignorance. While I understand that we need to put a hault to the senseless violence on individuals that they’re sworn to protect and serve,we the people work to pay salaries or to die,so much deeper than that,we can hurt and kill each other,but pick and choose when it’s time to so called take a stand. Justice is justice,ignorance is ignorance,and greedy,capitalistic rhetoric is just that. There is no justice in violence on top of violence get a fkn clue already!!! As we’ve seen in the past this typical Neanderthal behavior hasn’t done shit in the past,but this time I guess it’s going to be different huh.      👁🤔👁 yes #BlackLivesMatter and yes we need #Justice but.. sighing as I shake my damn head

In An Angry, Violent World

Big ups to #twitter for having the balls to stand up to the #president regarding a #tweet presumed to #glorifyviolence 👌🏾🙏🏾 #Peace #Love #Unity #Respect We Are The People, but until we grasp that nothing else really even matters👁🤔👁

No Day But Today

Today I wanna fkn touch you,hold you,be next to you,smell you,taste you,walk with you,talk to you,feel your energy. This is how I’m feeling right now,but tomorrow,who knows...

It’s Just That Easy

Tell me what’s on your mind,tell me how you feeling,expose me to things that will hurt me,displease me,I don’t need perfection just effort. Life moves in one direction,forward so why shouldn’t we

What are you waiting for?!?!

Don’t just sit there for fks sake!,say something!,make a move!,chances are priceless and rare,missed opportunities should make you feel shitty,so do something,catch the moment,no what if,GO!,what are you waiting for an open invitation,may never happen so..

Loyalty

What is loyalty when I’m broke,starving,alone,hurting,suffering and your selfish ass could give a care less,rhetorical..it’s nonexistent. If I spend all my time living by a so called code that leads me down a road to self destruction,constantly taking,draining my positive energy with no reward,where’s the loyalty in that shit

A Good Thing

Sometimes saying nothing is a good thing,sometimes just listening is a good thing,sometimes distance is a good thing,sometimes being by yourself is a good thing,sometimes time to think is a good thing,sometimes reading is a good thing, sometimes knowledge is a good thing,sometimes an open mind is a good thing,sometimes opinions are a good thing,sometimes feeling is a good thing,whether good or bad feelings are a good thing, sometimes looking over your shoulder is a good thing,because everyone isn’t always on a good thing,sometimes people say a good thing,but do the total opposite of a good thing,some will try to take away a good thing,but never change what defines you is a good thing,exploring yourself is a good thing,knowing yourself is a good thing,changing to adjust to life is a good thing,thinking that you know everything is a good thing,finding out that you don’t is a good thing,sometimes drugs are a good thing,alcohol is a good thing,being abstinent* is a good thing,sexual exploration is a good thing,anger is a good thing,pain is a good thing,peace is a good thing,love is a good thing,unity is a good thing,respect is a good thing,what is a life if you’re not living to figure it out.Finding yourself is a good thing ,loving yourself,embracing yourself then giving that positive energy to someone else is a good thing.

nothing behind it

Unconditional is a beautiful word.I love you for you,so come as you are and you got my respect always in that no judgement

let’s talk

Okay my thing is it’s easy for someone to point out your flaws,your fk up,things that they find unappeasable to their ass,their standards. I mean come on now,take a good hard look at yourself,your life,your shortcomings,your addictions,your crutches,your flaws then let’s try that judgmental shit again. Life is a journey,from beginning to end we’re making choices,making decisions based on what we think makes sense. The end doesn’t justify the means,but I want to be as happy and productive as possible so...

Keep Your Head Up

Things that are meant to be will be,pay attention to the signs,see the beauty/positive in it all,love your good moments,but embrace and strategically alter the bad ones to work for you and not against you. My ultimate goal in life is to be happy and healthy ,not any of the traditional self centered ambitions,just happy and healthy,and anything else that I’m meant to have will come and nothing can stop that except self sabotage

You Need You

(People get off on seeing you fail,exposing/exploiting your flaws and weaknesses so..) All I’m saying in this one is;we tend to think or feel that we need that something or someone then that notion becomes codependency when in reality you are your own person,capable of doing and making it on your own. I’m not saying that getting assistance,or things placed in our path to help us along the way is a bad thing,but If for a minute we’d just focus on who we are,what we have done o offer the world,what we want,and a plan to achieve our goals then imagine the possibilities though

A Virus, A Belief,Trust, Truth, A Cure

Shit man,we are collectively a never ending virus,but once it’s on paper everyone starts to panic.Getting caught up in numbers,predictions,assumptions, depending on someone that is as vulnerable mistakes and bad decisions as we are. Can you clearly see that man is limited by their own ambitions,feelings,bias and wants. Grace and mercy from our savior in my opinion the only thing that we really need right now, and oh yeah common sense.Peace (amongst each other) Love (instead of hate) Unity (in our most trying times) Respect(for this land that was loaned to us and everyone,everything that inhabits it)but I’m really not saying anything

Distractions;Keep Your Eye On The Prize

Stay alert,stay focused,be steadfast in your goals,ambitions,beliefs. Evil can only prevail if we allow ourselves to be manipulated into falling into that state of mind. Who wants to see you fail?who *really* wants to see you succeed?. We’re given limited resources in actual knowledge and a shit load of negative,but the free will to choose accept that which is given or dare to be different and refuse to adhere to protocol or status quo,to help someone,or to take advantage. In the words of Franklin Roosevelt “The only thing we have to fear is fear itself” 

Faith-Religion-Fear-Adversity-Convenience-Reality & The Corona Virus

Not just this new situation,but all situations where we are placed in a position where we have to either step up or fall backwards,know who we are,or show our true selves. I hear a lot of statements pertaining to religion on a daily basis,God this,pray that,but as things escalate negatively mostly chaos emerges,as does the vulnerable and the vultures,some of us are so damn convenient smdh,my only point to this post is when shit gets real,what is,and where is your faith now?

Chances

Fk the media,the doubters,dumb ass rules set in place to discourage us,hinder us from stepping out of that line,fk that line drawn to divide us,any powers set in place to keep us in place or herd us like cattle,subliminal destruction of our free thinking. We are us!!!when you get up and go to work everyday,try to raise those kids in this shit show we live in,try to maintain a healthy relationship in all this confused bs,try to have your own opinion,try to own something,try to be free,enjoy the natural things that were created for all mankind. Everyday is another chance to do,choice to be made and filled with opportunities,it’s all you.

Enlightenment And Understanding

She asked me “why do you call yourself #Antwanfallenangelflowers ; I believe we are all angels in different form,but from the Bible one angel fell from grace,we all are flawed and fall short,maybe not as deep as him,but nonetheless fallen. I’ve done things,am flawed,a fallen angel seeking salvation,redemption,elevation. Don’t forget to #contribute ,#support ,#like,#share, #subscribe to my journey,my campaigns

Social Media Engagement ; Facebook , Twitter , Instagram , YouTube , Chat , PMs , DMs

Always somewhere on some random shit so hit me up,drop in on me,you need someone to chat out what’s on your mind,wanna share your feelings,thoughts and opinions,amongst everyday people,useful information,open to suggestive thinking,share your comments on previous posts as well. A thanks to all previous support,personal messages,compliments,all engagement on all media outlets and hope to build bigger and better audience in the future. IAMANTWANFALLENANGELFLOWERS https://www.facebook.com/iamantwanfallenangelflowers/ and it is and always will be each one teach one,health is wealth and peace,love,unity and respect. Like ,comment,subscribe,share or wtfever participation methods are available

Who For Real Knows “Gods Plan” I Mean What’s It Really

It seems as though people tend to confuse loving themselves,feelings of self worth and being vain,I mean don’t get me wrong there’s nothing wrong with feeling proud or accomplished,but seriously,that shit really gets played out of context most of the time,and people’s mouths tend to run faster than their brains can think;think on that..What does the word humble mean to you?You talk religion,beliefs,thanking God and praying for everyone.What does personal gain and self motivated acts have to do with anything that I’m saying right now?So many people claim to be prophets,selling their religious beliefs like cheap knockoff fashion,knowing that we mostly are always looking for something to believe in,someone to lead us,something or someone to make sense of it all.I pray to God daily out of habit,not looking for miraculous things to just happen or fall from the sky,but in faith that things in my daily life,on my journey,through my timeline will fall into place and that others lives are enlightened and strengthened as well. Hey;if you’re not going to put any effort into you mentally,physically,spiritually,what can you expect from nothing. A leap of faith is what change is made of,willing to make a move when it seems like there are no moves to be made,putting into yourself,because with all the possible outcomes you see the potential possibilities.Yes it’s amazing when we prevail,but how,why,where’d the tools to do so come from. There will never be a proven method to honor,glorify why blessings are brought to us,the hearts of man/woman,yet and still we try,try to explain everything,categorized everything,reconstruct everything and manipulate every damn thing.

Remember The Time

Damn fallen you ask a lot of questions;okay for some that quiet shit might work,but I feel like the only way to know something is to go through it,see it,you can play guessing games,or to ask as many questions as needed about it,so when something is on my mind I speak on it mainly for clarity,to clear my mind,get an understanding, to connect.Now let’s move on;you remember that time when you got your first girlfriend,those neighborhood parties,those fights,getting that thing that you just had to have how that felt,your first sexual experience,first kisses,that life experience that brought you to a monumental understanding,I’m not these days for dwelling on much,but a lot of firsts for me are special and unforgettable. To the ones that I have been blessed to meet,enjoy,share moments with,put in my path to help me along in my journey to self enlightenment...

Watch This...

Okay so mfs think what they got going on in their lives is so fkn important right when sooooo many things more pressing is happening.People too damn scared to say what’s on their mind,what’s going on in their life for whatever repercussions,we all wouldn’t mind being special,I’m centering being appreciative of the ones that see me in that light but shit man..nothings a given.I’m not saying that you ain’t shit but get forreal; it’s always something more serious than what you consider that,and if I may say,character is everything with me so,just saying we have to get over ourselves for a little and see something else,the more you put yourself in the background the more you can see what’s going on around you. I love enthusiasm,positive energy/thinking,motivated individuals,different perspective,and the unorthodox,but this ain’t fully about no one in particular...🤔👌🏾🤔👌🏾🤔👌🏾

Beautiful, Special Comes In All Forms, But That’s Quite Evident, Simple And Plain Right?

BIG;chasing the things that we can’t have is the reason they we’re not catching the things that we can.I’m sure you’re familiar with the rants,I can’t find a good man,good woman;is there anyone real out there; I’m tired of the bs and games right. Yeah so;at some it might be a good idea to do some self evaluation as well. In my opinion real attracts real,yes there will be some garbage that slips in every now and then,but overall your personality,your character,how you carry yourself,people live by perception, and trust me I for one go by what you put out there. No lie,we love the nasty talk,the slut dressing,the branded mentality,most live outside their means trying to create a persona, but guess what,in the grand scheme of things what does that really accomplish. The things that you want are definitely different than the things that you actually need. Most spend their whole life crying about how they are getting screwed over in life when it’s that fucked up energy that they themselves are putting out. It takes work to build anything,and everything starts with a solid foundation,real life is that you’re probably not as much of the shit as you think you are. We should always value ourselves,but there becomes a time when that hand is over played. When you knowingly make shitty decisions then the outcome isn’t a surprise so stop playing the victim in your own selfishness,self destructive behavior for real. Yes there are some awesome ass people out there,and the universe constantly puts them in your path so stop being an ass and pay attention and accept that. It’s hard to tunnel it when some of the most beautiful things come in the shittiest packaging

Guidelines And My Current Mindset

My outlook on the Bible and everyone’s opinions and suggestions should be taken in as guidelines.The human mind and body are a infinite wonder,which needs to be nurtured and properly treated,but everyone wants to be the one to break the code when it’s impossible seeing as how we didn’t create it. I’m learning so much involving health from various people and things that I’ve experienced firsthand,I tend to use myself as a guinea pig to see what works best for me and everyone else as guidelines as well as the Bible. My current mindset I will be creating a calorie deficit week for week for a month by fasting 48 hours,juicing 24 hours and salads for 96 hours and see where that leads me so,to be continued..

Gratitude, Coping, Misperception, Labeling

Since the beginning of time man has been trying to come up with ways to adjust,adapt to things going on around them and that still remains the same till this day. We all feel the need to do things that help us to manage day to day,and I won’t get into what that may because we all know what that is individually. I’ve been A sexual as people may refer to it now for almost three years,by choice,soul searching,trying to align my mind,body and spirit. I want to thank all the people that have contacted me through my chat,personal messages,and that I have actually talked with,but some get communication confused with their personal wants and needs.We should be able to touch,adore,listen and be a shoulder to lean on without backlash from sharing positive energy/vibes. There’s nothing wrong with it,but I’ve never gotten degrees or fancy titles,but before any of that existed we used the simple tools that we had to exist. Common sense goes a long way and common curtesy is like currency to me

A Thin Line Between Love & Hate

‪Damn.. so many good people are sadly gone too soon😔What’s that saying;”The Good Die Young”it’s so sad that there can’t be grief without turmoil.We see and hear what we want to without facts,fueled by impulse it’s easier to just hate something rather than to figure it out,but love and understanding has far more beneficial values, but msnbc reporter Alison Morris did not use the #nword man,and we seriously need to stop this bs and unify collectively with a solution for this fkd up world we living in right now which is partly due to this narrow minded ignorance/thinking. I read a comment on some website and the lady said “you guys always have to play the victim” which is funny because “playing the victim”seems to be an epidemic with so many people of every race,gender these days.The type of war we’re looking for will only lead to one outcome,the destruction of humanity.

let’s see if they get it

First off I want to say that you’ll take this how you want to,it started off with me posting an update on my weight loss journey but evolved into something different. Jumping right in,fk how you feelings,your political views,your opinions,your suggestions,your religion,your love,your criticism and any other feelings or emotions when it comes to my sanity and well being,if I like you that’s not a given so.. if I want to hear what you have to say believe me I’m genuinely interested,note that the only spectacular being is my maker and everyone else is just average,my number one goal is to navigate this existence the best way possible so if you’re not an asset you’re an hinder.Yeah so,enough of that; I’m a suggestive thinker, fk likes or whatever the trend response is,you take it or leave it,the other side of the coin,the what if type,keep your focus,well as much as you can and just try.. if love fails then just like type of shit but.. here’s my weight loss update will post full body a lil later; until then remember Peace Love Unity And Respect always 

Shut Up🤐 Shut Out🙅🏾‍♂️

Sometimes I have to just shut up,shut out and let life push me in the right direction because people will deter you,distract you, steer you in the wrong direction and most of all give out bad advice. Everything will not go as planned,sometimes you just have to improvise,everything will unfold as it should with patience and focus as hard as that may seem

What Is Time Wasted,Time Worth

To me more precious than anything;something that you can never have enough of, you see love comes and goes,money you have it,then you don’t,and even when you’re wealthy it outlives you,time is infinite,but we only exist in it for brief moments,so many find themselves wishing that they had more,while others disregard its value wasting it. Every second,every minute,every hour,every day,every week, every month,every year;how will you spend it

That’s How You Feel Questioning Motivation

I don’t believe I’m going for motivation exactly when I speak;I’m living,learning,sharing in real time. Suggestive thinking;I’m sad a lot,happy a lot,taking in the positive,fighting off the negative,loving the shit out of the beautiful characters I’ve been privileged to come in contact with,sincerely apologetic for some shit(my ignorance)but appreciative of it all