Love Is...

ALove is a two way street,because if it goes one way you'll always end up at a dead end.P.S. "You'll never see a persons true side or colors

until they are not with you" what I'm saying is break up,get divorced sit back and watch what transpires..now don't get me wrong,it's not the same for everyone because some people are real from the start till the end but that's not the deal in most cases 

If I Ever Run Out Of Things To Say I've Stopped Thinking

Like I said,if I run out of things to say I've stopped thinking. The world is a Big & beautiful place,full of exciting and interesting as well as wonderful people,places,things you just have to want to get up off your ass and see and do them. It's one thing to talk talk talk,but a total waste of time if no action is involved. I've always found myself wondering,wondering about this wondering about that and never wanted to get caught up in the I wish this, I wish that, I could have been this I could have been that, I want this, I want that, but that's all just a bunch of talk which never has any substance. The saying that the mind is a terrible thing to waste is totally true. The mind has a way making us make some of the most insane choices,think some of the most outrageous things,and do some of the craziest stuff. It's not enough to think it,not enough to just want things,not enough to make empty promises to yourself,actions..when you think it act on it,talking bigger than your intentions never leads to results,thinking realistically, times is a drastic thing,so we must be drastic,not drastically stupid,but in taking our thoughts,feelings,words seriously and with conviction. Like I said before,if I run out of things to say I'm probably not thinking,but me,I'm probably listening

How To Love

If you love me you love me.. Your love shouldn't come with an instruction manual,how to,conditions nor ultimatum list,except me as I am,but love me enough to want better for me & help me along the path to that better me so that we together can reach that goal

Random

Instead of giving you a reasons to hate me why not give you a reasons to love me 

Reboot

Sometimes I just have to stop, Said everything down, no Internet, no radios, no phone, And reboot

A Mother On Mothers Day

Being a mother isn't a easy job, the act of giving is a special thing but being a mother doesn't stop there. I don't seem to really remember how much money my mom could spend on me or how many insignificant items were purchased over the years but the selfless effort that she put into raising me right, the love that she showed,the countless sacrifices that were made on our behalf & her *genuine* character. As a mother every child deserves a chance to grow up in a nurturing environment which they can then pass those same things on to their kids.Sending crazy love to you mommy & a special RIP to my sister/mom who passed away when her kids were still little kids.I LOVE YOU MOM!

Leap Of Faith

As I ponder the thought should I ? Should I take that leap,that motion into that dark place,that journey outside of my comfort zone and into that awkward position also feeling of vulnerability ,man this is hard,but it shouldn't be,it should be like that time,that time when.. well you know that time,and I'm smiling now,yes I'm smiling.. like only you can make me,I'm thinking,like only you can make me,I'm hoping,hoping to be that person that I once was which seems such a distant memory distorted by a bunch of bad choices and negative energy,that person you believed I could be,you were always so supportive without even trying,effortlessly displaying what it means to be a real woman and that shit you are. Great company, great conversation,and some amazing sex. You're amazing and also beautiful person wife material, with you I see those long meaningful conversations while picnicking in the park, a seat for two hugged up watching our favorite flicks you know,building memories. There's nothing wrong with your mate,significant other being your best friend. I want to get back to when my heart use to have a pulse & one beat belongs to you. Now I've jumped and hope to land on my feet,will I ?