My Faith, Unfaithful Why???

Why am I even writing this post;why do we tend to love the ones that don’t love us back? Why do we do and say hurtful things knowing the effect that they have? Why is it so damn hard to be honest,first with ourselves and next in general? Why must we cheat?cheat ourselves,others..Why is it so damn hard to admit shit? Why can’t I just do those things that I am fully aware needs to be done? Why do feelings always have to get in the way of my sound judgement? Why the fk do idiots have to screw things up for the genuinely good people? Why must I subscribe to any labels when I just want to be myself? Why is it so damn hard to love myself? Why do we put off things that we know have to be addressed knowing that ignoring the issue will only make matters worse?why do I feel the need to just because you do? Why is there so much pain and suffering? Why is that all the wrong things are so important? Why is it that majority of positive voices go unheard? Have you ever felt socially inadequate? Is there more money pumped into food advertising,political and government exploit, liquor,drugs,fashion? Why can’t I just accept things status quo? A well maintained me is a happy me,a positive me,a productive me,which then passes on to others in,around and beyond.

Zoning Out

You know you’re really in your zone when you,forget to tie your shoes,you put your shirt on inside out,mismatch socks or shoes,lock your keys in the house or car,get entirely too far then remember that important thing that you forgot to bring with... call it,I’d love to hear back on this👂🏾

We Fall..

Ever get the feeling that no matter how hard you try shit just doesn’t work out for you??? Damn,Damn,Damn......Down,but get back up!

For My Readers

I love serenity,and solitude doesn’t have to be a bad thing because it gives me time to think,perspective, the ability to see that the world is bigger than me,or me and you,staying true to my character now that’s a different story,but acceptance,now that’s to think about...

Quality Of Life;Life Of Quality

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Reminiscing And Recognition A Valentines Day Inspired Post

Up late night as I’m such an night owl,mostly laying back staring at the ceiling thinking,sometime reading or watching old movies. Yeah so,in my latest late night thoughts I’m thinking damn some shit is very weird,strange even; if I’d have to categorize myself it’d have to be non traditional,I’m not for subscribing to labels nor sticking to status quo but I’m getting off track so,anyhew something on my mind that I thought I’d share to whom ever will listen; I have a deep new found and profound luv for people,good people,but I love you mom we haven’t always been on the same page but I’m a mommas boy what can I say,to shonda thank you for all the hard work that you put into raising our children star who is not only intelligent but also inspirational as well and twan jr who will hopefully start to hear and find his way,and for being a good friend and confidant through out it all,hey pops,we’ve had our differences and difficulties along the way but now in a better place and I’m loving this. My grandma mary we’ve had our differences but there is much love admiration and respect there. Miss Hermine,Francis that’s what I knew,you have a permanent place in my heart as well as my bestie lem our friendship will stand the test of time my man. To my sister Lisa love you rest your soul,always in my thoughts my ace for life,Maine,James my nephews but more like brothers to me,my uncle John for being there,guidance,showing me the way when I needed that. Sir Charles or uncle Rudy don’t ever change we may not always agree but we’ve always connected. The love of my life which is my hearts desire..my little one nae,baby girl all I can say is that you’re tattooed on my soul,a piece of my heart belongs to you and in a different world all would be perfect,but unfortunately this one is all we’ve got. You know,unconditional is a special word,special is as special does,I have infinite respect for you ,admiration for you,but you already knew that right..because you put in the effort to deserve that kind of respect with no intro needed because you know who you are even if I don’t or choose not to;but right now I’m just doing a little Reminiscing And Recognition🙏

The Forbidden Hole Yes Or No

Okay so I’m going to switch it up a bit in this post and briefly touch on Anal Sex the Ins and outs;much like oral sex this seems to be a conflicting topic or issue for many,especially the married couple,not so much a younger generation issue though. Okay,anal sex; while I find it quite interesting,pleasurable,intense,etc. etc.,quite a few have very different experiences and opinions on the subject.Some like it,some find it disgusting,some tolerate it,and some are obsessed with it.Both women and men please share your feelings,views,experiences so that me and other readers as well may be enlightened,I’d love to know what you think on this subject.