Consider Yourself…

I’ve lived most of my life up to this point settling in to a situation and for a lack of a better one trying to make the best. It seems most people are content with the worlds idea of status quo,right and wrong,left or right,good or evil. I find it hard to accept accomplishment in any form, I consider myself humble, I consider myself grateful,compassionate to some degree and I count my blessings so to speak,but more and more cynical and I go through it,but I’m never satisfied. I don’t ever feel like I’ve done enough, my life feels like a race that never ends,people seem to size themselves by boasting the things they do and or telling others that if you don’t carry my example or mentality then you are not living your best life,being your best self. Well if I’m like you then how can I be me? You go to sleep,you wake up,you go out into this fkd up world and try to be productive,positive and prosperous while hopefully putting out positive energy. Selfish or selfless,how do you consider yourself? Why?